REVULSION {a.b} ✔

Chapter 29

I woke up startled, breathing heavy. I was on my bed, my comforter tucked closely against me. What had happened? I couldn't remember what had happened after I got thrown by Andy.

"Danny!" His voice illuminated through the air.

I turned my head to find myself being hugged by him. His scent was the usual, mint and cigarettes. I could tell he was smoking more often because the scent of cigarettes was very strong. I let go of his huge and gave him a confused look.

"What's going on?" I asked him, slightly nervous. The memories of him throwing me across the room flashed in my head.

His smile disappeared from his face. I think he knew what I was thinking about.

"Nothing. You just slipped that's all. Don't worry." his smile returned but it seemed fake. He was hiding something.

"N-no... I remember us fighting and then-" he shook his head and I paused.

"We weren't fighting, silly. It was just a small disagreement. You walked away from me in a huff and slipped. I put you in your bed. Do you not remember?" he said softly.

I shook my head no and shifted myself in the bed. My parents! Andy was going to my parent's room until everything went black.

"What about my parents? What happened to them?" I stood up.

Andy crossed in front of my as if he didn't want me to go see them.

"Nothing is wrong with your parents. Just sit back down, Danielle." He began,"Please."

"No, I want to see my dad. Let me out, Andy." I commanded him and started to walk around him but he went in front again.

"Please just listen to me," he begged and I just sigh as an answer.

I thought about it for a minute, still unsure of what to do. Should I believe, Andy? He could be lying to me. He has lied to me several times about several things.

"We can just hang out in here, listen to your favorite music, talk about life. Well I mean our past lives..." he did one of those goofy smiles that he knew I loved.

I couldn't help but laugh at his smile. He was adorable when he did that. When his cheeks went up and his eyes were shining. But something told me in his eyes, he was lying to me.

He was hiding it from me.

I decided to just go along with it. Maybe I can see how this plays out and then without him be looking, I'll leave my room.

"Oh alright." I plastered a fake smile on my face and nodded. He seemed to take it that I was going to just forget about it. He couldn't hide it from me. I knew better not to believe him. He was crazy...

He walked me back over to my bed and laid us down. He laid behind my back, holding me close to his chest. I couldn't resist his scent that he gave off. I knew he was just trying to distract from what was outside. He couldn't hold me in here forever. I will figure out what had happened.

"How are you feeling.. after bumping your head?" He keeps changing about what happened to me. Does he think I'm idiotic or something?

"I'm fine... I guess. I thought you said I slipped and fell?" I turned around so my chest was facing his chest.

He bit his lip and tugged on it. I hated when he did that, it turned me on so much. He noticed my face and a smirk went across his face.

"Am I turning you on?' He asked with that smirk left on his face.

I can't do this right now. I'm already more than pissed at him and him teasing me doesn't help at all. Especially since it's been awhile since we last did it. I knew he was craving my touch and I was yearning for his.

"No.." I turned over and looked at my room. His arms wrapped around my waist and he pulled me closer to his body.

"Your body language says otherwise." his lips nip my neck and I want to push him away. I can't let him seduce me like this. His cold hand went under my shirt and gripped my breast tightly. I gasped and shut my eyes, bearing my teeth. I couldn't let him get to me.

But oh, I longed for his touch so much. I couldn't help but resist what he was doing to me.

"Andy.." I murmured softly and took a shallow breath in. He looked up at me at started to peel off my shirt. It's like I was powerless. My mind was screaming no... but my heart was saying yes. I knew what he was. He was manipulating me. He was manipulating my mind into trying to forget what happened earlier.

"Andy..." I muttered again. "Before we do anything.. how long was I out?" I asked and his grip tightened on me.

"Let's talk later.." he whispered into my ear and kissed me on the lips.

"Andy," I said against his lips. He groaned loudly and threw himself away from me.

"Why do you have to be so difficult, Danny?" He shouted at me.

I flinched at his words.

"I was just asking.. there's no need to yell," I responded softly.

He took a deep breath in and looked at me with kinder eyes.

"You were out for two days. Are you happy now?" He said in an annoyed tone of voice.

"I'm sorry.." I whispered. He was acting so intrusive towards me.

He widened his eyes when he noticed I was actually upset.

"I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to be so rude to you." He leaned closer to me and put his hand up to my cheek.

I hadn't even noticed I was crying till I felt him wipe it away.

"Listen, I love you so much. I didn't mean to yell at you so abruptly." He hesitated.

"You don't understand how much I care about you, but when you start doing this like that... Well, I don't know it just ticks me off. Do you love me Danielle?" his hair fell in his face and he looked up giving me this look.

I couldn't- no I wouldn't say it. He's crazy, psychotic...

But I found myself saying those four words my brain urged not to say...

"I-I love you too."