Funny how you can erase things but it's shadow will forever remain.
Cyn
Graduation week ..
Monday
"So y'all fucked but y'all not tagetha?" Cole asked as me and him ate at the lunch table in the far back of the cafeteria.
"Yes and I love her so much but she's just not fucking with me right now Cole like what the fuck do I do?" It's been so long since I've had a simple conversation with her.
She won't even talk to me over text. Like the last time. I really thought I was in there.
To Future🔐👭: baby I understand but can you at least talk to me. 😐 I really love you ..
Future🔐👭: come over
Oh fuck yes. I quickly got into the shower getting dressed. When I was done I walked downstairs.
"Where you going lil bih?" Joel came from out the kitchen door. I just walked right past him.
He got me in trouble the other day and I'm def not fucking with him. "Fine don't answer me lil girl."
"Mommy your son is irking my nerves." I yelled
"Cynthia stop all dat damn screaming." Joel made a face at me I made one back as I sat next to Ma.
"I'm going to see Erica mom." She groaned.
"For what this time Thia?" I told my mom and she was very disappointed in me. Who wouldn't be. I fuck up the best things that happen in my life.
Future🔐👭: are you comin or nah?
"I have to ma. I have to show her my love for her is real." She chuckled.
"Girl you sound soft asf. Cheat on her again and ima beat ya ass." She patted the top of my head going into the kitchen.
I made a B line to my car quickly pulling off to her house. Damn I miss her so much.
When I pulled up she was outside she got in the car smelling good.
"Hi." She spoke quietly but I heard her and reached for a hug and she actually hugged me back.
"You smell good baby." She blushed before pulling away.
"You got weed?" I smirked before handing her an already rolled blunt.
We smoked for a good thirty minutes in a relaxing silence. I didn't realize how hard I was staring until she kissed me.
When I tried to get into she pulled away. "Let's go to Walmart I got the munchies." She giggled putting her seatbelt on.
"Ha she got ya ass." Cole laughed throwing a fry at me.
"Shut up nigga lemme finish."
