I Fucking Love You.

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A few silent ass days later

Erica

I can finally take this stupid as sling off and I got to stay home for a few days. I miss my baby so fucking much even though I just saw her like three hours ago. So far ain't nobody said shit about Shad and Bryson missing.

Nobody really noticed if HoeNessDeleted I meaaaaan Draya was gone. When I got home that night my mom wasn't even there. She left a note saying she'd be with her new boo some dude named Fat Joe. Disgusting and she still ain't back yet. If she gon be dating all these fat niggas how come she can't stick with one? They always eating my oreos. Fat fucks.

Anyway so I made Cyn stay with me that night. I feel bad about killing them like that but they tried to trap my shit.

Draya prolly would have me made into her left titty or some shit. Shad prolly would have tried to get me pregnant. Bryson woulda killed me to get to my Cyn.

Never in my life thought that I'd kill someone but I also got this rush of power like I can kill anyone whoever crossed me.

Kill em without hesitation. Kill em with my eyes open and not closed. I feel like I can stare death in the eyes and smile. I told Cynthia this while we were getting high yesterday she thought I was crazy.

"Baaabe pass the weed dude." I took another pull and gave it to her.

"Babe?"

"Yes baby?" She passed it back and came over to cuddle I laid my head on her chest she rubbed my back.

"I feel like I have this rush of power in my hands. Like I could kill anyone and not feel anything." Her body shook with laughter and I took another pull before putting it out. "Babe I'm serious like I feel bad for killing them I really do but I feel like I'm about to take over somebody cartel or some shit."

Her laughter was nonstop. Ugh she's to high to get what I'm saying or maybe I'm just to high myself. She finally simmered down looking at me.

"Babe this must be some good shit cuhz it got you talking crazy asf."

"It's not the weed babe this is really how I feel." She started placing wet kisses all over my neck. "Babe are you e-even listening."

"Mhm." She hummed against my neck still sucking and biting. She stuck her hands down the back of my sweats rubbing my ass.

"Babe your such a freak when your high."

"Don't act like you don't love it." She pressed her lips against mine and pulled my ass closer. She stuck he hands down my pants and I did the same to her shorts.

When my hand came in contact with her clit so did hers we were moaning in each others mouth. I pulled away digging my fingers deeper.

"Mmm Erica."

"Ugh Erica."

"Fuck Erica Mena hell fucking o. Earth to Jasmine. Menaaaaa." I blinked my eyes immediately focusing them on Albee. Why some body always messing some shit up. I felt my mug form into a smile.

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