One Minute

Two weeks after

hello I know this story is v boring right now but after this chapter it'll get better I promise
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We would leave in five days.

Anthony and I made "astounding recoveries! Best we've seen in years!" in the words of the overly excited doctor. The only thing I was excited for when we got out was confessing my love to Anthony.

I was also dreading it horribly.

If he rejected me, it would ruin our friendship forever. We wouldn't be able to be in the same room without it being awkward. How will we continue SMOSH after that?

But on the other hand, I was going to have to do it sometime. I can't keep this bottled up much longer.

I had already planned it out, I would take him to his favorite restaurant, my treat, then after we would go to my place. I would tell him then, and depending on his reaction I would either have the best or worst night of my life.
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For the first time in two weeks, I checked Twitter.

The third night after I woke up, Ryan came to me and Anthony's room and told us he would take care of the fans and the videos, don't worry.

I wanted to see their reactions online, and I wasn't disappointed.

Everyone was sending good wishes and so much love. It was great. I legitimately started tearing up, and so did Anthony when I showed him.

And then I realized, I don't need a fancy trip around the world. I need this for the rest of my life.

I decided to update my list, instead of a trip around the world:

1. Keep SMOSH alive.

I put my phone down and closed my eyes. This is what I was meant to do.

And I was meant to do it with Anthony by my side.