I was literally in the corner shaking, and Niall was standing in front of the door. How can he be so brave? He doesn't seem to understand that Sean is too strong to be a 14 year old. He could hurt me. He could've hurt my friends. I was now more scared than ever. I saw him. He looked back and forth between me and Niall. He looked furious. The jealousy went to his head, and he tried to lunge at me. Niall held him off. I was impressed. "Good luck." I whisper to him. I run off looking for help.
I'm running towards Paul, and I see Harry. Phew, they're ok. "Someone is here, I really need him to leave." I tell Paul. Everyone is looking at me waiting for an answer. "Sean. He really is here. And I'm afraid Niall will get hurt off we don't hurry." We all sprint towards the room we were in. I hear things crash, and I wince. I didn't want anyone getting hurt. Just as Paul was gonna burst through the door. It opened, and Sean was right in front of me. "Please stop." I tell him. "I don't want you getting hurt. Hug?" I ask. I hug Sean and I wink at everyone. In a split second I use all of my might to flip him over and onto the floor. I learned that from my brother. Wow, that wasn't so bad. He was on his feet again running towards me.
Everything was in slow motion, except me. "Stop stalking me, you bastard." I say. Just as his fist is about to make contact with me, I feel anger and betrayal pulsing through my veins. First he doesn't want me, now he's out to get my true boyfriend? I don't think so. With almost too much effort, I feel my hands come in contact with his shoulders. Everything becomes unfrozen, and I watch as Sean goes flying a good five feet. Just so I don't have to do that again, I run over to him, and push him over to Paul. I looked at Sean. He had blood dripping down from his nose onto his shirt. I didn't like him for doing that, but I felt as guilty as hell doing that. I looked down at my own hands which were covered in blood. "Please take care of him." I call out to Paul. He may have acted like he was on drugs, but I felt bad for him. I run back into the room. I can't look at myself. I actually hurt someone. Someone that I once loved.
For once, Niall didn't come in. Instead, Harry and Amanda came in. "Where's Niall?" I asked. "Dunno." Harry says. "He ran off after you tricked Sean." "It's not what he thinks." I say. "But for me actually hurting someone, is just too much. If I hurt anyone like that. I can never forgive myself." "Don't worry." Amanda says. "He deserves it. He gets kicked out. He was with the wrong girl anyways. You and Niall have something special. I don't know what it is, but there's something." I go to wash the blood off my hands and look for Niall. My hands are still stained a bit. I look around, and see Niall on the stage, by himself, holding a beer in his hand. There were already two empty bottles.
"Niall stop please. You don't want to do this and ruin a chance for a bunch of fans to spend all of their allowance on." I help him up. "You're mad because you didn't see the whole thing. I flipped him over and pushed him 5 feet away from me. Hell, I even gave him a really bad bloody nose. I should be the one upset. I hate him as much as you do, but for hurting anyone like that makes me feel guilty." I show him my stained, red hands for proof. "I just needed to sugar things up." I tell him. He looks like he's softened up a bit. "You're my one and only Nialler." I say, my voice hoarse. Just the thought of losing him made me want to cry. It was like Niall was my world now. I slid the beer bottles away. I took his hand and we went to get ready for the show. Before walking in the door, I planted a soft kiss on his lips. He giggles. "What was that for?" He asks. "Cause I love you." I say nonchalantly.
I practice my singing by going on Pandora. I know its weird but its just in case a random song gets thrown at me. Ariana Grande's Baby I song came on. "Oh no." I say. This was gonna be hard. Jenna always says I sound like her when I sing sometimes. I decide to turn this into a performance. I start singing, and trying to get up, and he smiles. Everytime he smiles I laugh. I had to stop to laugh. "You still have many things to learn. Like not laughing at me." Niall says. We all burst out laughing. This was halairious!
The boys go on. Me and Niall have our crazy mofos shirt on. They finished singing the song that Niall wrote; Don't Forget Where You Belong. I love that song so much. Then it was time. People were running all around me, touching up my makeup, giving me an earpiece and microphone,and then they push me onto the stage. People could tell that me and Niall were together because we both had our shirts on. People, were laughing, cheering, or not clapping at all. The band started playing one of the only songs I knew how
to sing. I sang a Little Mix song by myself, which was really hard. Then I was off until I sang You & I with the boys. I almost started crying because this song was like the best.
I also had to go answer twitter questions with the boys. Then the question that I was fearing for popped up on the huge projector screen. "Are Alexa and Niall actually together?" I looked at Niall. His eyes said, "It's time to tell them." I was really nervous, and it was actually dead silent at a One Direction concert. "Yes." I say. "Yes me and Niall are together forever and always. It was still silent. I felt bad for all of the other Niall girls. People were cheering, clapping, and crying. I was trying so hard not to laugh. It's not like we got engaged or a anything.
By the time we got back after the show, I was exhausted, but I couldn't take a break. Jenna and Amanda handed me and the boys a cup of coffee. Ugh. Coffee does nothing for me. This time when the boys went to meet the fans, I had to go with them just because people were cheering for me. They were just trying to be nice. I tried to stay awake, chatting with the fans and signing autographs. It felt like hours passed until Paul said that we had to go back and sleep so we wouldn't pass out. I was laughing because this was true.
As soon as we walked into the dressing room I plopped on the couch and I closed my eyes. "Alexa lets go." Jenna said impatiently. I guess she was tired too. "But I can't move."I groan."It's fine. I'll take her." Niall says. He also sounds tired. I feel bad that he has to carry me.
10 minutes later I feel myself in a bunk on the bus, and I hear the engine of the bus start. I quickly tie my hair back before laying down and closing my eyes again. Suddenly I feel Niall, who's so warm slip in beside me, and kiss my forehead. I felt safe when I was next to him. Like Sean looked like a mouse compared to Niall. But there was the teeniest part of me that didn't feel safe.
I think all of us knew that this wasn't the last time we would be seeing Sean.
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sorry this chapter took so long. I cant wait for Christmas. I peeked, and I saw that I got Our Moment!!!
QOTD: What other singers or bands do you like besides 1D? I like Little Mix, Ariana Grande, Anthem Lights, and Lana Del Ray.
VOTE!!!!!
