(Jimin POV)
I watched as jungkook ran around the studio asking his hyungs if we could get lunch.
Jeez....this kid. Didn't he just eat something? That's disgusting.
"Namjoon please. I'm starving," Jungkook began to whine and it irritated the hardworking Namjoon to the point where he eventually just let the latter pick up food for everyone.
I don't understand how he could eat so much and stay like that. No matter what, Jungkook was always cute. He ate as much as three children during one meal but stayed thin and beautiful.
Thinking about this made my heart sink. I actually have feelings for him but they don't matter because no one could ever love me.
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Breaking my usual thoughts, Jungkook scrambled back into the room with two bags of food and two boxes of pizza.
Does he think we are animals? Why did he buy so much food? This is dumb.
"Hyungs I bought a lot so eat well~" Jungkook happily handed out food to the other members: busy Namjoon, excited Taehyung, Mama Jin, and sleepy Suga.
He was on his way to hand me a plate of food when I stuck my hand up, gesturing that I was fine.
"Are you sure jiminie hyung?" He looked at me, almost begging me to take the food.
"Yes. I'm seriously fine. I'm not hungry." It was the truth. I'm never hungry.
"Hyung..." Jungkook goes to a whisper. "But you look too thin. You need something to eat."
Sighing, I take the plate so that he can stop bothering me. He smiled and sat next to me so he could make sure I ate it all.
I picked off pieces hoping it would make him happy but I looked up to see his concerned face.
"Jimin."
Jungkook said my name in such a way that I knew I couldn't fool him, so I started to eat my meal and more than ever, I hated myself.
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(Jungkook POV)
I was so glad to see Jimin hyung eating. He looked so pale and sick. Like he could drop any moment. Seeing him like this hurts me and I want to help him get better because
I love him.
But he won't listen to me.
I watched until he finished his entire meal. I even made him eat a slice of pizza for good measure and kept an eye on him for the rest of our studio time.
Namjoon began to record Jin in the booth and his soothing voice lured me to sleep on the couch with my head on jimins lap.
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Waking up, my head wasn't on jimins soft legs but on the tough leather couch. I let my tired eyes wander around the room to look for the man I loved so much, but I couldn't find him.
I sat up, checking again thinking that maybe I skipped over him but I found my short hyung nowhere.
"Where's Jimin hyung?" I asked outloud to no one in particular.
"Bathroom."
Suga was the only one who answered though the others gave me a concerned expression similar to the one pasted on my own face.
That one word caused a feeling of nausea to spread through my body and crash into my heart the way waves do on the shore.
