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(Jungkook POV)

I rushed into the bathroom and peeped through the little skits between the stalls.

"Jimin, I know you're in here." I went to the very last stall and could hear clearly the sounds of heavy fluid hitting the porcelain of the toilet.

"Jimin stop. Please." The sounds were unbearable. I could hear his whimpers and I could feel the tears I knew he was shedding.

"Talk to me."

I just needed two words. One word even from him.

With no answer, I slid to the ground with my back against the stall door.

"Jimin, you don't have to do that. There's no reason to."

I couldn't stand listening to it anymore and before I knew it, I was crying.

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(Jimin POV)

My vision was blurry and hearing muffled as I purged.

God, it hurt so bad but if I didn't do this, no one would love me.

I could hear Jungkookie on the other side of the door pleading for me to stop but I can't.

I heard light sniffles.

Was he crying?

But why?

It can't be for me because no one loves me.

It's not worth it.

Leaning over the toilet I let out more of what I had just eaten.

My stomach clenched and squeezed causing my entire body to tremble as my vomit hit the water.

I let out what I believed was the rest and layed my head on my arms that were hugging the toilet.

I was exhausted. My chest was heaving and I could barely breathe.

As long as they love me.

I no longer had the energy to keep myself up and next thing I sa-

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(Jungkook POV)

I heard a thud and I knew that he was  out. I got up and crawled under the door and unlocked it from the inside.

I lifted Jimin up and carried him out of the bathroom.

"Jimin..." I couldn't help but kiss his forehead and hold him tightly, wanting him to be alright.

He was so light. Too light and it worried me as I brought him to the practice room.

Everyone seemed shocked and I didnt know why. It couldn't possibly be what I thought...

"What happened to jimin?!" Seemed to be asked repeatedly.

It's obvious so I don't see how they couldn't see it.

I try to be as polite as possible to my hyungs but I just couldnt.

I couldn't help but belch out coldly, "you assholes let him go to the bathroom."

Ignoring their shocked glances, I carried Jimin to a car for our manager to drive us to the hospital.

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⏰ Last updated: Oct 20, 2016 ⏰

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