Ray
Why? Why did he do this to me. I loved him. Not only did he cheat, but he lied. I just needed some time to myself. I just wanted to drive around. I searched for my keys all around the house. Damn, where the hell are my keys? Once I found them, I went out to my car, got in, and started it. I decided to turn my phone off and just have silence. I just wanted to drive.
why couldn't i find someone to just love me ? who could treat me like i mattered .. that's all i thought about while I drove . nobody really understood me . but why ? what did i do to deserve so much hate ? what made him this way ? I thought he loved me . tears ran down my face as I thought about the situation .
(earlier)
I had just got off work to come home to my loving boyfriend Lamar . all I needed was him and a hot bath . as i got out my car , I noticed the light on in our bedroom . hm , Lamar is usually sleep by this time . I walked into the house the smell of cologne and soap lingered around . that's weird . I walked up the stairs to my bedroom and started hearing moans . with the attitude I had , i immediately reacted . I kicked into my bedroom door and was met with two familiar faces . my boyfriend Lamar and my bestfriend Joey . what the fuck is happening ? I stared at both of them in disbelief . what was happening with my life ..
