My memories make me mildly mad
Silently sobbing and silently sad
The throbbing and thrilling thumps in my thought
Hence my heart's heat is higher and hot
It's lonely to longingly lust for love
Abnormally angry about you above
Who died and done did what dared to be done
fearlessly fuming with freedom for fun
Your kiss means kinship but curtains came down
Recklessly ruthless, your surround
For the rush truly radically rare
coming clouded with no love to spare
Some space themed poem:
The Galaxy is ours to explore
You and I in solitude galore
Take my hand on this journey, just you alone
And with each step may my love be shown
We could ride the comets to an unknown universe
And watch a million stars disperse
Pinky swear you won't wander away
Stay with me here day by day
I can promise you a love that's truly great
And our days will be fresh, unbound from fate
The sun is so far now an I'm getting cold
But with you here now, I have someone to hold
Sitting silently on the rings of Saturn
Breathing quietly while planet earth turns
Just you and me silently drifting by
Together, in your arms, I will soon die...
Hmm:
I want him and his flaws. all that he is
And for him to hold me and give me a kiss
To recieve such a thing from the mouth which forms a smirk
Directed towards me, heated emotions lerk.
I need him, not like a drug, but as if he's my soul
Moments without him leaves me here cold
He gets my blood pumping, fast, it's hot
My breathing is deadly, it's like a gun shot
I am nothing to him, and that pain is severe
But just being near him makes everything clear
The atmosphere between us is thick as honey
But it's just as sweet, so contradicting it's funny.
Thanksgiving?:
I can't begin say how thankful I am to you
How much I love you? You haven't a clue.
And with everyday we spend together
My burden gets lifted, I'm light like a feather
You make me smile with warmth that can last
But when you're gone, that feeling leaves fast
Your sweet kind words make my heart flutter with joy
Not to mention some crude ones that seems to annoy
The day for thanks I thought of all I'm happy for
But I only thought of you and that feeling I can't ignore
Because you've been with me till every Dead end
Let me give my thanks to you My dear friend
Ugh:
I grew up thinking that id be a success
But look at me now. Not much to assess
I spent most of my life thinking of you
Even till now, there's not much that's new
But darling, I mutter about how it could've been
Had I gotten over you, relieved of my sin
If I were different I could control this feeling
I'd know when to give up on a dream that's too appealing
But I'm only human so i don't regret my actions
Even after u cut my heart into fractions
Who is the moon? And why does it watch me?:
Feeling pathetic and small I hid my face
No one was there, and that was the case
The light refracted off of the moon
A feeling of presence like the heat of noon
For the moon had witnessed me suffer how sad
It followed my steps probably feeling bad
But angry as I was, I let it go fast
The moon watched me cry, so a spell I must cast
For no one should see me in a mood so crude
A destructive spell, meant for the rude
I shattered the opaque gem of the night
With it gone, there is no longer light
I regretted it soon, for it lacked something pretty
And the moon might not have watched purely out of pity
Perhaps it being there relentlessly and quiet
Gave me a sense of security, and I can't deny it
For the moon had reminded me I'm not that alone
But now I'm here, lonesome, with sins to atone.
The feels:
I fell for you on that fateful spring
It hit me so fast I could hear it ring
But as I watched you slowly walk away
So far In my heart that memory will stay
It was right on time, my heart was broken
The messed up me, sad and soft spoken
You lifted me up, without even knowing
And At that time my love began showing
Thankful to you even if you reject
Our own sad story for me to direct
But anythings better than back in my cage
Even mad, fake love that's written on a page
From me, whose just a normal other
To you, whose taken by another
I don't need your love just flash me a smile
To let me know that this is worth while
The bells in my heart, a melody, it's chiming.
A love like this is all about timing
