Anger?
Hatred bursts when you come to mind
The coil in my stomach begins to wind
Always thinking of your smug face
Wishing I could just erase
My sad past with you created a wall
Back to those times wen you were my all
Apparently one sided was fine by me
To love you was like a library book fee
Growing larger by the day
Waiting until I crash and pay
The more I feel drawn to you the more I realize
That knowing I wasn't loved back lead me to my own demise
For you I've decided to wait
Until the day you're the one I hate
You occupy my mind until it's filled
But the once loving girl you already killed
Confusing sadness and hate is a normal thing
When you're loved one saw you as a one night fling
How idiotic to act so dearly
When you're blinded by love and can't see clearly
So many ABOUT love:
Wishing for something you can't own
Leaves you a big mess all alone
Hoping for someone to make you shine
Be able to listen when you're out of line
Puts up with crazy demented thoughts
Equally stupid but loves you lots
When will this man present himself to me?
Makes girls say: "he's hot but who is she?"
What I hope for what I crave
The trump of my life, not a foolish knave
Take heed in thoughts and what you wish for
He may seem great but is sick to the core
What I wish for what I dream
An immaculate man, with a melodic theme
Suggestions suggestions from every corner
Comes from me, an inexplicable mourner
But what I want is not as listed
I'm not sure if if it even existed
What I want, what I need
A moment of hope, a bit of a lead
A loved one I can forever keep
What I truly crave is a love so deep.
Anger and love??:
Anger is like a blazing fire
Fury and rage situations are dire
And while I decide to keep it inside
Deep in my heart is where it resides
Wanting so badly to scream and shout
A shoulder to lean on, to let it all out
Happy thoughts are tucked away
Until the day my feelings sway
Hopefully Our fates can intertwine
I'll wait for you to be forever mine
Knowing you remain oblivious
Continues to anger me, carefree and frivolous
I can't stay mad forever
To keep it inside I must remember
Anger engulfed the one they possessed
A flame like love, it can't be compressed
Yan <3:
I was happy, in love, my life was in perfection
The tight bond I had built entirely on affection
But within a short while, my love began to waver
Because of another boy, whose words I've learned to savor
It could be infatuation, a hot burning desire
For a boy who makes my knees weak, and body perspire
But I have someone now, and I cannot change my view
For another man who confessed conveniently as if on cue.
I can't stand this stinging feeling of sadness
When I'm with my current lover, and see you, it's madness.
Although from this feeling I would've been spared
If you had kept quiet, and hadn't cared.
It's intriguing how your words made us quickly drift apart
I guess that's what they call a sudden change of heart.
