21 summer, brothers Osborne
She's got a way with words, Blake Shelton
It don't hurt like it used to, billy currington
Bet u wish u had me back, Halestorm
Peter pan, kelsea ballerini
Blue ain't your color, Keith urban
Break in, Halestorm
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Oct. 4
I really hate fighting with you. Lately we've been talking, but today was just shit. You accused me and made me feel bad for the past I had, like I knew where it'd lead to. But, idk, I'm sitting on my bathroom floor crying because of you once again. Something I thought I wouldn't do ever again, but here I am more hurt than before. I don't want you to text me again, even if you're reading this, I really can't afford to have my heart broken because of you again. I really can't afford to have feelings for you, because all we really do is fight. Its the only time we ever have an actual form of conversation. I really did want you to kiss me, you know.. That's why I said you can only kiss my cheek once, to see if you'd ignore my requests and kiss me anyway. But, it doesn't matter now. I can't let myself love you the way I do, o can't let myself get trapped in that again. I'll always have some form of love for you, but loving you as my significant other can't be that form. I'll always love you I guess, but I can't let my heart break more. I don't think I'd be able to handle it. A year ago we were happy, recently dating so still awkward. A year ago I didn't think we'd lead to this. This whole argue and heart break and millions of chances. I never expected you to break me, I believed you when you said you'd always be there for me and that you'd never leave. I was very, very wrong but I guess that's just my fault for letting you in.. Goodbye Ross, I'll never forget what we once had..
YOU ARE READING
To The Boy I Once Knew
RandomThis is just my way of coping with a break up, it'll be sad, but it'll progress (hopefully) into me moving on. I lost him on 7/17/16, but it was more like he lost me.
