Cry Baby Cry Baby But You Don't Care

Blake's POV. 

I was in bed sobbing really hard. Every comment was about what I said last night about me not singing good. They're right. They're all right. I sobbed harder looking in the mirror.  "You can't sing! You can't talk right! Your to fat! To dumb!!" I grabbed my pocket knife and dug the end of it in my arm dragging it across and I hiss out a "sh*t." as i stopped and looked at my arm. There was about 19 cuts running down my arm. "Th-There i feel better now.." "Sh*t i got to get to work.." I pull my sleeve down like anyone would care right? I stumbled into work because of blood loss and sat in my chair hearing all of the boo's and you can't sings. I just sighed digging my nails into my side. "Blake you okay?" "Oh yeah fine.." I gave them a fake smile digging my nails into my side more. Adam got up and hugged me whispering. "Blake you okay you know I'm your best friend and I'm here for you right?"

😢👶time worp after the show!!😢👶

We all went to Pizza hut down the road and decided to large pizza. Well half a pizza later a fan came up and I was stuffing my face and she ewed and said that I should leave a least some of the pizza for the others. "O-oh.." I stutter out clearing my throat as I sit my pizza back down pushing it away. Adam chewed the girl out and she stormed away but I just stayed quiet digging nails into my side or pinching my side to feel how much fat I actually have there. "Earth to Black you okay?" I finally heard Milly ask. "O-oh yeah I'm okay.." "well.. We all better get home." Adam said getting up I got up before everyone and went out. It took them a little longer so I guessed they went they went to apologize to that girl. I got in my car holding back tears. "No I can't cry right now not until they don't see me."  They all walked out and came over and said there goodbyes as I pulled out of the parking lot and drove home. I cried all the way hone playing the song Cry Baby by Melanie Martinez. When I got home I ran in the bathroom not even bothering locking the door kneeling in front of the toilet sticking my fingers down my throat throwing all the pizza I just ate. After a couple of more times I got out my pocket knife and cut my other arm crying harder.  

😢👶Sorry another time skip..😢👶

Adam found out and he started to treat me like a baby but I don't mind. I'm his bear! Adam picked me up and gave me my benkie and my teddy walking into the building. Everyone knows and loved it well you still had the fans that hate me but I found fans that adored me and my littleness.. They changed everything they put my name with Adam's or daddy's and there is now Cello. I was making noises and playing with Adam's hand when someone ran they're hand through my hair. It was Cello. "Hey bud how are you?" I just gurgled and started to suck on Adam's finger but he gave me a teething ring and kissed the side of my head. "Your my good little boy.."