I can't keep pretending

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When I pass by you

I'm being ignored

It's like I'm not even here at all

I'm being trampled on

Because in feel neglected

In my heart

Every time I picture you

You are together

With her

And it tears me up inside

So bad that I just cry out

Asking what did I do

To deserve this

This is torture enough

That you don't love me back

But being with her

Instead of me is too much

I can't bear this anymore

I can't just keep it all in

I have to let it out

I feel like I''ve been slapped

When I image

How much intimacy you have with her and will never have with me

It kills me sometimes

To dream of what

We could have had

And bein as one

But i can keep pretending

Cause it still kills me inside

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