Sasunaru- Matters of the heart

Chapter 1

NARUTO POV

"G-Gaara!?" Here I stand, before the man I love... well I thought I loved. "Naruto, I-" He stood up and tried to come close and I took a step back. He stopped when he saw my movement. "Naruto... this isn't what looks like-" I laughed half-heartedly and looked into the green eyes I once loved. Tears threatened to no longer belong to my body, wanting to leave from the tips of my eyes as they gathered along.

"Y-yeah? 'This isn't what it looks like'? But what am I looking at Gaara? Huh?" He remained silent. "I know I'm not crazy and I know I'm not imaging things! I most definitely know that this is no hallucination and this is no dream. Trust me I wish it was... so I can wake up from this fuckin' nightmare. Cause the man I love has just clearly betrayed my love." I shouted as tears ran down my face and left my body filled with sorrow. Once again my trust for others has broken me without a bit of mercy.

"What ever happened to just tell people 'it's over', but no you just had run around, fuckin' people's brains out behind my back." He averted his eyes from mine as he shifted his weight from one foot to another. He looked back at me. "N-Naruto, I-" He once again tried to take another step closer towards me and I still stepped back. "Don't come any closer," He tried again. "N-Naruto, I'm sorry... I didn't mean-" "Didn't mean to what? Hurt me? Gaara please don't lie to yourself just as your trying to lie to me. If you didn't want to hurt me, than you would have kept your dick in your pants."

He stopped his movement and averted his eyes. "Clearly I wasn't enough for you. You know Kurama and Diedara warned me about you, and did I listen know. I knew you three have bad blood, so I thought maybe they still don't like you. So I didn't listen. I guess I'm the heart that's blinded by love and fall for the deceiving. Ha-ha God I'm just so stupid. My brothers were right and I didn't listen. I guess I was too drunk in love to even realize that all of this was nothing... but a lie. I should've known better." I laughed a little and tried to wipe the tears that ran down my face.

I looked at the ring on my finger, bit my lip as I took it off. "Here's your engagement ring back,-" I tossed it to him. "Naruto, no-" "Give it to Lee, the real owner. Our five years together may have been meaningless to you, but it was something to me." "Naruto don't be ridiculous, we can work things out... I can change... I can-" "You had me fooled for five years. I just giving you an award for being the greatest actor in history. You two love birds deserve each other, I'll just exclude myself out of the picture." "Naruto please don't do this to me." I ignored him and looked at Lee who was sitting quietly on the bed, trying to cover himself. "Congratulations on the both of you." "Naruto you can't walk away from me. You can't do this to me... think of our kid. You're carrying our child, and that child will need both parents by it's side. We're going to be building a family together like we're supposed to. L-let's just forget about this... a-and put all of this behind us. Please stay with me. Please I-I'm sorry, you're all I need. Please don't fuckin' do this to me?" He said, holding on to me as tears ran down his face. As I struggled to get out of his hold.

"You're so fuckin' funny you know that? Who knew the great Gaara had a great sense of humour? I'm all you need? Gaara you wouldn't have lied and cheated on me, if I was all you need! You wouldn't have been fuckin' with Lee for two years... TWO FUCKIN' WHOLE YEARS, behind my back." I stopped struggling and looked up into his eyes. "All this time was the fool and the two of you must have been having one hell of a laugh behind my back." 'I thought I loved this man, I thought he loved me. I guess I was wrong.'

I finally managed to pull out of his hold and looked at him one last time, 'The man I loved.' "You can still see our kid. I'm just leaving you, giving you the life you deserve with Lee." I said as I started walking out the room. I was so close to the stairs and before I could make another step, he grabbed me by the arm and tried to pull me to him. I tried to pull myself back. "Gaara! Let go of me." When I finally managed to pull myself away from him, time felt like it was moving slowly as I fell down the stairs. "NARUTO!!!"

I heard him call out as my body went through unbelievable pain. When I made it to the bottom of the stairs I felt like I couldn't move. "Shit! Naruto, Naruto, hang in there. Lee call for help. Naruto, Naru-" that was the last thing I heard before it all went black.