Accidental

Not Close Enough for Comfort

Harry woke intertwined with Louis. Feet, legs, arms, lost in the white silky sheets that carry the scent of adolescent love. Last night was the first night Harry really slept in a month. He didn't want to though. Not because he was upset but because he wanted to watch Louis sleep. He wanted to watch the way his chest rose and fell and listen to the beat of his heart against the silence. Harry doesn't want to wake Louis so he stays there. Body parts shared between the two you couldn't tell where their bodies started and ended. Harry could stay like this forever with Louis' little frame wrapped in his and covered with sheets he's not going to wash so he doesn't lose Louis' scent. Louis' eyes flutter open slowly and gently like a baby waking up for the first time.

"Good morning, Louis" Harry spoke in a soft whisper as if he talked louder the air would shatter around them. He kissed the tip of Louis' nose and watched as Louis face lit up with the most beautiful smile and that's when the world seemed to stop. It didn't happen last night when Harry got his way with him but it's now in this moment he knows his person is Louis and it will always be Louis. Harry doesn't understand how he went without him all this time and now he doesn't want to.

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Louis left an hour ago just to go get clothes for him and food for  the two of them. Harry already feels himself missing him. He's craving Louis honey like scent and wants to just lay here with Louis and watch the snow fall. All Harry wants is Louis.

There's a knock at the door and it's Louis. Harry starts feels giddy again and just wants to kiss Louis and tell him never to leave his side again but he knows it'd be weird if he did. It's weird how this happened. How Harry went from broken to finding a boy on the street to finding him in Starbucks then taking him on a date. Now Harry can't stop smiling when a couple days ago Harry had forgotten how to. Sometimes all you need is somebody to come around and complete you and put your pieces back together. It's something real when Louis doesn't even know he did that for Harry.

"Lou, I missed you."  The desperate words slipped from his lips and he automatically wants to take them back but all Louis did was smile

"I was only gone for an hour. You couldn't have been missing me already?" Louis furrowed his eyebrows

"I did. I don't want you to leave me. I want you to stay right here with me." the words passionate and loving filling Louis with just as much want for Harry as Harry has for him.

Louis wrapped wis arms around Harry's neck and rested his head on his shoulder. Louis runs his small hands through Harry's hair and whispers "I'm not going anywhere"

Those words did it. Those words sealed the bond between the two. Louis was his and Harry was Louis'. Their hearts beating in sync as they sat on the couch in silence just enjoying each others company. 

"Harry." Louis whimpered breaking the silence and moving the air around them "We're going to be together forever. Even if you tell me to never speak to you again I won't listen to you. I think you're my missing piece and I don't want to be incomplete again."

Harry looked at Louis with fond, love, adoration and every good feeling that is humanly possible. Anywhere with Louis was where he wanted to be and if he was far well then he's not close enough for comfort.