The Butterfly Effect

CHAPTER ONE: Sad

Hi, my name's Spencer Allana DeLarenta, and yes, my initials are SAD. I'm not kidding, my initials literally spell out the word sad. I get made fun of for that a lot. I really don't think that my parents did that on purpose or maybe they did because obviously they didn't care enough to keep me. As you can probably infer, yes I am a foster kid, and my new parents aren't any better than my biological parents. My new parents are druggies and they don't pay attention to me or my little brother Jamie, so I have to do all the work around the house. I feel like the parent and I wish I could just be the teenager that I really am but i can't.I
'm not really popular kid, I was once but now I'm that one kid that doesn't talk and just keeps to herself, that one weird kid you don't know the name of. But i mean you also don't know her story right, so I don't blame you. I'm not a bad kid I'm not the, but i am not the smartest either. I never talk in class, I don't get to detention, and I get pretty good grades for the most, but its really stressful because have to deal with my school life on top of being self-conscious ,about my body and entire existence, and like I said, before I have to take care of my brother and my doped up parents.
Now you're probably feeling bad for me and I'm just going to stop you right there don't, because I got myself into this mess.
After my parents put me up for adoption I was in a bunch of foster homes, and I kind of messed up my opportunity of being in a good family by doing something really messed up. Of course I didn't mean for all this to happen it just kind of all fell into place. It was like dominoes, you knock one down and everything else comes falling down, one after another, right in front of your eyes.