*Harry*
A mistake? A fucking mistake!? I wanted to play it off because of course I knew he didn't feel the same way. I guess running away wasn't the best way to react. I just didn't want to cry in front him. I slammed my door and started sobbing. Fuck Louis for being soooo fucking perfect and beautiful and making me fall in love with him. Fuck! I really wanted to smoke weed!
I haven't smoked in like two years! I think this justifies for an excuse. I start my new job tomorrow so I might as well.
I get dressed and text Zayn. He's my only friend that smokes. He's been trying to get me to smoke with him so I know he'll say yes.
<Harry>
Ey, mate! I was wondering if you could maybe idk help me out with some bud?
I got a reply about half a second later
<Zaynie>
Who is this and what have you done with Harry? Lol, yeah mate! I got you! Come on over and ill smoke you out! Bring Louis if you want (:
I cringe at the thought of Louis. The whole reason why I wanted to smoke was to momentarily forget about the love of my pathetic life. This was feeling very cliché and annoying.
<Harry>
No, he's not feeling well and he doesn't know I'm coming over. Don't tell him.
I walk downstairs and I don't see Louis. Maybe he went out again. It kinda annoyed me that he was just leaving without saying anything. Not that I wanted to talk to him but still... A not works.
I step outside and lock the flat up. I walk towards Zayn and Liam's place. Liam is another good friend of ours but he doesn't smoke. As far as I know it doesn't bother him that Zayn smokes inside the place. They don't live far so I get there pretty soon. I buzz on the door and I hear the lock click so I know its open. I walk up to the door and I'm getting more and more anxious. I just want to get really high and laugh and have a good time.
I open the door and step inside. I see Zayn sitting on the sofa in his boxers. Not gonna lie, Zayn is really fit. No one knows I like boys except Niall and I want to keep it that way for now. I don't fancy Zayn in any way though.
"Hey Haz!" he says.
"Hi" I mumble. I didn't mean to sound depressed but I really was.
"You okay mate?" I nod my head but I know he wont drop it.
"I don't believe you but maybe you'll tell me when you meet Bella." Bella? As if reading my thoughts, he pulls out a respectable sized bong. It's filled with ice cubes and water.
§§§ I didn't really feel like explaining and going over them smoking. but just know.... they're fucking blown§§§
*Zayn*
Daaamn. Harry looked fucking sexy ripping that bong. I don't fancy him but he's a great looking lad. I know something's on his mind but I won't make him tell me if he doesn't want to. By now, me and him are way above cloud nine. I hear my door buzz and I press the enter button without caring to check who it is.
If its one of the boys, they'll just walk in. About a couple seconds later, Louis walks in. I look over and see Harry is on his phone so he doesn't realize the new company. I clear my throat and he looks up. He sees Louis and I would expect a smile but instead got a frown.
"Lou. What a-are you doing here?" He stuttered. What the hell is going on between them?
*Louis*
I walk out of Starbucks and decide to see Zayn. Maybe he can help. I'm walking towards his flat and I get there faster than anticipated. I buzz the door and the familiar click sound let's me know its open. I walk up to the door and open it.
I see Zayn and Harry sitting on the couch. Zayn is in his boxers and Harry is on his phone. I didn't expect to see Harry. Or a big ass fucking bong on the coffee table. Zayn coughs and Harry looks up. His slightly red and green eyes meet mine and he looks really sad.
I did this to my best friend and I don't know how to fix it.
"Lou. What a-are you doing here?" he stutters. My heart breaks at how broken he looks. Before thinking I walk up to him and sit down on his lap. His breath hitches and I wrap my arms around his neck.
"Im sorry Haz, I'm so so so fucking sorry! I never should've done that and I completely understand if you hate me and if you don't want anything to do with me."
I look to my left and see that Zayn left. I guess he understood that we needed privacy.
"Was it really a mistake?" he whispered without looking at me.
What do I tell him? 'Oh, well I'm having conflicted feelings that just came out of nowhere but I can't get you out of my mind. Also I dumped Eleanor because I didn't want to drag it further?'
Yeah, that would sound bad. Wouldn't it?
"Well, I mean... I wouldn't say mistake..." He starts to cry and I feel a pain in my heart. "Harry, what did that kiss mean to you?"
He stops breathing and I look at him.
"I... love you." Now its my turn for my heart to stop. He loves me? Waaah! Did not see that coming.
Aaaahhh! So now, Louis knows! What's gonna happen?! Idk! I told my friend to read the story so far but she doesn't like One Direction so she could suck a dick. Also, I smoke weed so I made Harry smoke some too lol. I love weed and I've never read a story where any of the boys are stoners. Zayn looks like a stoner so I made him one. (:
