It All Started with the Bra

chapter two - In the first Year

Its been a year since Justin and I have started dating, we've gotten to the point where we can't get enough of each of other. It might sound silly or kind of creepy, but ever since that night, the night that I made that not so horrible mistake. The night we were connected by my bra, I started writing. I wrote everything down, I wrote what he likes and what he dislikes, I wrote about every time we've seen each other since and how I felt during each time, and how I felt with my emotions. I wrote everything.
This might sound silly, but its worth it. When you love someone so much and you want to know everything there is possibly know about them, write it down, because later in life when you're still in love with them, you'll be able to look back on these days when its young love, you'll be able to recall everything you did and everything you felt. Write it down.

In this past year, we've shown each other so many new things, he took me to Michigan for the first time, he took me camping, he took me to the Wisconsin Dells, We spent a day in Chicago together, we went to the water park twice, we went everywhere together, I went to a high school soccer game, we learned and grew together, and most importantly, he took my virginty late in that one year. That was part of his gift to me, his love, his trust, his care, his thoughts, all came pouring out to me that one night. I felt safe with him, I wasn't scared, nope, not at all. I was ready, I didn't want to wait any longer. I let it happen, no I'm not ashamed of it and no its not completely your business, but I felt loved, I craved more and more. The sex was great, I'll admit, but the closeness, the passion, the intensity is what I craved, the love, the ability to trust without worry.
I was in love, that first year, I was sure of it. That first year changed my life, before Justin I was lonely, depressed, I never did much. Since we found each other, I've been more open and outgoing to people.
That first year changed my life.