Why don't you remember me?

Started again

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Although Lovino was angry the potato bastard was remember and not him, he just quietly followed inside and sat on the left side of his brother.

Feliciano watched Lovino sit next to him and had a hint of fear in his eyes, this hurt Lovino deeply.

Ludwig had sat on Felis right side and Antonio at the bottom of the bed.

"Veh~ big brother Antonio your here too?" Antonio was shocked that Feli remembered him but answered as happily as always.

"Si! I wanted to check if you were okay" Feliciano beamed a happy smile at him and replied.

"Si, I'm okay the doctor said I hit my head pretty bad and that's why I can't remember much. He said I should remember soon enough, and he said I can leave later today veh~"

"That's great Feli!" Antonio replied.

They talked for a while, all happy except Lovino he stayed quiet and just listened. Feeling very hurt. The doctor came in not too long after and Lovino signed the papers then they went home. Ludwig and Antonio going back to their own homes with a promise to be back tomorrow.

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Once home Lovino showed Feliciano to his room, he went to go cook dinner for them both.

At dinner it was awkward, Feli looked scared and Lovino was upset. Feli ate all his food in silence and put his plate in the sink, then said a quiet goodnight to his brother and went to bed. Lovino didn't touch his food despite it being one of his favourites, pasta. Once Feli had left and Lovi had replied with a good night, he washed up and went up to his bedroom.

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With Feliciano

Feli went back to his room nearly getting lost but making it there. He sat on his bed and thought about all that's happened. First he was in some car accident, then found out he lost some of his memories. But a little before that he had some strange man named Lovino apparently his brother yell at him, and now he has to live with said man that scared Feli to no end. This was too complicated. After thinking so much Feli started to get tired and went to sleep, peacefully.

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With Lovino

Lovino entered his room and shut the door soundlessly. He walked over to the bed and let out a few tears. His brother the one he loved the most was scared of him and it was all his fault, if he had just kept his mouth shut this wouldn't have happened. Lovino punched his pillow a few times angry with himself, then his hand grazed something under his pillow.

"Oww, dammit" he whispered, pulling his hand up and watching the blood flow down his hand.

He chewed his lip and picked up the thing he cut his hand with, it was the knife he always kept under his pillow in case of intruders. He sat down on the edge of his black and red bedding, holding the knife in his right hand and staring at his bleeding left hand.

"No no no, I'm not starting this again....but maybe just one...." Lovi whispered as he pulled up his left sleeve to revel lots of scars, some long, some short, some small, others large. He chewed his lip as he recalled the days events, as his mind wandered the knife was slowly set upon his arm and pulled across. He could just barley feel the skin be pulled apart, as red droplets appeared at the surface. He repeated this 4 more times so the memories faded, he felt....relief from all the pain of that day.

Once Lovino was brought back to the real world he looked down horrified at his arm. He had promised not to do that again dammit, he promised.....and he broke it. Quickly getting up he was to his bathroom and washed the blood off the put a small bandage around it.

After he had done he put everything away and cleaned up the knife then put it back under his pillow. He got settled in bed and closed his eyes, just before he fell asleep his last thought was 'please don't let Feli or Toni find out, it would destroy them.'

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