Why don't you remember me?

LUDDY!!

Lovino wasn't sure how long it had been since Antonio pulled him out of the room, all he did know was that he wanted to know if his brother was okay. he was really worried. He was also really annoyed at himself for crying in a public place and for showing weakness in front of others, he hates to show weakness.

Antonio had gone off to call Ludwig who hadn't been able to make it to the hospital due to being called in for work. He was totally alone, he hates being alone it scares him although he would never admit it.

Lovino brought his knees up to his chest and put him arms around them. he rested his head in his arms he was tired so he let his eyelids close shut and fell off into a soft sleep.

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Lovino was woken up by a soft shake of his shoulder, he woke up to the doctor standing in front of him and Antonio and Ludwig?? 'when did he get here?' sitting beside him.

the doctor cleared him throat "hu-hmm, lovino vargas?"

"y-yes" lovino cursed himself for stuttering.

"i'm sorry to say but it looks like you brother has temporary memory loss."

"w-what i...no no! dammit" 'no feli dammit its...its all my fault...'

"im sorry but your lucky as it seems to only be temperary, if you introduce him to some familier things he may trigger his memory so he might rember some memorys, well thats it you can go see him if you like but I ask you keep calm otherwise you may scare your brother, goodbye."

with that said the doctor left just like that told him the news and left, w-what was he supossed to do now?

"lovi you know it's not your fault" antonio says quietly.

'not my fault? How can it not, he did this. he's the reason his brother is in hospital everything was his fault, everything...'

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after a while ludwig said we should go see feli so we got up and ludwig softly knocked on the door, while antonio held my hand.

"may we come in?" ludwig asked

"huh, y-yes" came a quiet reply

so we entered. just as we came in feli called out.

"LUDWIG!"

'ludwig? he renmbers that potato bastard and not me, he renember his boyfriend but not his brother what the fuck!'