I know you probably see me as a female whose addicted to sex but truth is I'm not I'm just so used to not being alone and feeling physical affection when I need it ... And I don't mean a dick inside me but that's all you ever assume
. To be honest I'm OVERLY ADDICTED to you but because of what you assume and know to be true at times I can't convince you that you're all I want and need I'm determined to be with you forever if it's the last thing I do your my everything but you'll never understand that you mean more to me than anyone else does but I guess to you I just can't prove that I'm just a proven liar ... I just want to make sure that I'm done with all the bull shit forever before I come back to you forever like you said ... I'm done with the games and lying and hurting who loves me through everything, and when I can come to the conclusion that I'll never do anything stupid to hurt you ever then ill be ready to have you in my life forever and you'll be my husband and father of our kids and know I'll never hurt you never leave you and never do anything to jeopardize our marriage I Love YOU !
