Adopted By BVB

Chapter 11- Oh No to I missed You

Gabbys POV: I sat there, in the bed, well, lying here, crying and screaming, clutching my belly with one hand, almost crushing Ashleys own hands with the other. Moments later, someone.came in, a nurse. She put morphine in me, causing the pain to go away. She cleared her throat, a sorrowful look on her face. "Mrs. Biersack, I am sorry to inform you, but you have lost them." I lost it, I became a sobbing mess. As well as mom.

Andys POV:
"T-them?" I choked back tears to stay strong for the girls and Ashley. "There were going to be three, three girls. She will feel constipated, but they will go out like solids should." She said before leaving.

- one week later-
Gabbys POV:
I've been a wreck, sobbing for days and not leaving my bunk unless to the bathroom, where I am cutting at night and puking during the day. I've now invested in longer sleeves and sweats, telling everyone through sobs I'm cold or not hungry. Mom is the same way, but she eats, to keep hers alive. Here I am, a sobbing mess, surrounded by used tissues, my now fast growing hair a frizzy mess, and face constantly having tears. "Baby, are you sure you don't want food?" He asked from the other side, his voice cracking because he too has been crying. "I-i don't wa-want any." He sighed and walked away. I then laid down on the pillows and cried myself to sleep.

"Baby please come tonight. It's just going to be a small party thing." Ashley shook me gently. "Fine.." I sighed. He helped me out, being as I'm weak from refusing to eat and losing a lot of weight. "I got Ashley Costello here to do yours and your moms makeup after we take your stitches out." I groaned, he lied to me , not just a party but I have to go there too? "And then clothes shopping." "Carry me then, I feel too weak." He nodded and picked me up gently.

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Now we are on the way to Ashes house with mom, me leaning on her shoulder in the back crying. "I lost them, mom. All of them. I'm fucking shit without them." I kept repeating. She had no words, and was just hugging me.

Ash put only winged blue eyeliner on me and black eyeshadow before combing my hair out. She made me wear an outfit and I wad a bit scared. It is a crop top. "I can't." She pulled me to another room. "Why?".I sighed and took off my shirt. My ribs are in plain view slightly, hip bones sticking out a lot, and cuts covering my wrists to elbow and hips to ribs. "Well, I could give you this." She held out a sleeve less turtle neck navy blue full length dress and a leather jacket. I nodded. I took off my sweats and she helped me into it. Then she handed me flats. "Please don't cut." "I don't make promises. I lost my babies, so I'm a waste of space." Then I left, letting mom in. I got in the car  with my babe and stared at my locket. "You look pretty baby." He said. "I don't feel pretty." I mumbled. I felt him lift my chin up, forcing me to look in his eyes. "You are the most beautiful girl I have ever seen babe. I wouldn't trade you for anyone nor anything else in the world. You and only you." He said, a tear falling from his eyes. I smiled slightly, but then it faded. "I have something to show you." I then took the jacket off. "I.have more, I'll show later." Then I started sobbing and he hugged me. "Please don't cut again." I nodded. We then kissed and that's when my tears had gone. "How long has it been that you've done it??" "Since Thursday, when the day I was released." I whispered through sobs into his shirt. Thank God the makeup its water proof and I can't smudge it. "Oh shit baby I'm sorry." He whispered, kissing my head. I felt it dampen, he's crying too. "I-if someone should apologise it should be me." I said. "Babe, when we leave, we are stopping at the drug site to get scar cream, then tonight, you're showing me the blades and then flushing them." I nodded.

"I'm so sorry." I said when we stopped crying. "It's okay, baby. Just try not to relapse again." I nodded and we shared a gentle kiss that turned to passionate. I have no idea how long we sat there kissing, but I heard someone clear their throat. I blushed, pulling away from Ashley to see Ash Costello smirking and mom giggling. "Start the car." I whispered. Mom knew about the cuts so I wasn't worried. "You two are so cute together!" Ash (Costello) gasped. I blushed and Ashley (Purdy) chuckled.

"So, who's hosting?" I asked. "Marilyn Manson." Ash said. "And you had me dress formal ?!" I asked her. "Relax its not the whole tainted-love-party video so of course it's formal!" Mom said. Ash handed me a spike choker. The spikes were small and metal. I put it on, feeling more like myself. "'Better?" I nodded, trying to contain the inner fangirl about to burst through the sadness at the seams.

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Jinxx isn't here..
"She never mentioned it, but Mr. Purdy over there told me," Manson said Into the Karaoke Mic. "But today is Gabbys biiirrthday so happy biiirthdayyooo. Cauuse its a the October 26thhhhh." He slurred. On purpose to make me laugh from the seat I am in called Ashleys lap. "Oh yeah? And what age huh?" I asked. "17 now what song." "Hmmm...happy birthday but...Manson style." Ashley comments behind me. I blushed and he kissed my cheek. "Alright, but after this, there's a whole shitload of gifts." He said before starting.

He was right. There may have not been a  shit ton, but there wad quite a few.

A signed The Pale Emperor album, a CD player, a bracelet, a dress, and a tube of Jeffree Star "Unicorn Blood" lipstick. All from him. I got Jake's guitar that is in Goodbye Agony, signed by all of them. Ashley had given me a ring. "It's a promise ring." The note said. The band was black and a tiny diamond was in the middle, shaped like a heart . There was little diamonds in the center of the band, wrapped in the center. "It's beautiful Ashley." I said, a tear falling as he slid it on my ring finger. He kissed me next ,  smiling. I was fully aware of the others looking, but I didn't care. I giggled and wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed back. And then the room erupted  cheers. "Raven Is here by the  way." Dad said. I broke free of Ashley and looked around. By the doorway was my best friend gawking. "RAVEEEENNNN!" I screamed, taking my  shoes off and running to her. "GABBY!" She said and engulfed me in a hug. "I missed you so fucking much." I mumbled into her shoulder. "Jinxx adopted me." Just then uncle Jinxx came in. I gave him the "we need to talk" face and Raven and I pulled apart. "Okay we need to fill each other in on the bus." She nodded.

Ravens POV:
I am wearing a black hoodie with black leggings and my combat boots. Hopefully no one sees the bruises.

The day she left was the day I did. Not only did she take my soul with her, but I got adopted as well, before jinx-Dad saved me. Some fat mexican man with a wart on his nose and nasty yellow teeth did. He raped me and abused me several times and I  almost starved to the point of death. I narrowly escaped and someone gave me a cab ride to Good Will and I bought clothing. I bought this hoodie and these leggings. All I had on was shorts and a tank top as well as my boots. All of it black of.course. Afterwards I limped back to the orphanage and told them. Not too long later dad adopted me and said he's going to take me to see her. To see my best friend. My only friend.

And later I tell her all of it.