Friend Zoning, Kim Hanbin

Chapter 31

"But I need to go tomorrow! He needs me!" I was on the floor, crying while hugging my knee.

He groaned in frustration, "I look for every possible flight to Korea, all of them are fully booked. I booked you a flight 2 days from today, that's the only option you have, SooYeon. Don't be immature."

It's three in the morning and all I wish is I could fly to Korea and gave Kim Hanbin the biggest hug I ever could. I never know it was this bad. The member told me he was fine, so I assume he was doing just well without me. You can't blame me. He didn't pick up my calls. He didn't reply my texts. He was doing very well at ignoring my presence.

But guilt suddenly eaten me. So what if he didn't pick up my calls? What if he didn't reply my texts? I could have still tried until he stop doing so. The state he become now is my fault.

Before I was worried that when I wasn't there, No one would be able to fixed him when something broke him. That's the thing I worried about the most and now?

I've become the one who broke him.

"Shush," Oppa patted my back, handing me a glass of water, "stop crying already and go sleep now,"

That night, I just couldn't fall back asleep no matter how hard I tried too. There was too much going on my mind. Usually at times like this I would turn on his song that he recorded for me and listen to fall asleep but for now i think doing that will just make it harder for me. I might or might not just run to the airport right now and begged the airport crew to spare me a seat so I could go at this moment.

I decided to text Mark Oppa.

Me: asleep?

I just hope he's not. But who am I kidding? Everyone is asleep at this hour. Joon Oppa is also sleeping when I barged into his room crying. I gave up, putting my phone back onto my nightstand but surprisingly my phone buzzed.

Markie Oppa: woke up to your text. Wassup?

Me: Can you come to my house?

Markie Oppa: AT THIS HOUR? Uhm. Is there anything wrong?

Me: Can you?

Markie Oppa: I will be there in five minutes.

And there I remember one saying that goes, "Throughout your life, you will meet one person who is unlike any other. You could talk to this person for hours without getting bored and could tell them things and they won't judge you. This person is your soulmate, your bestfriend."

And that person for me is Mark Oppa.

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I arrived in Korea after much anticipation. It almost felt like I would scream at the pilots to drive faster. The Korea air touches my face as I step out of the airport. I hurriedly look for a cab but I found a text in my phone from Eomoni saying that she already sent a butcher to fetch me. 

When I arrived their house, I didn't took a minute to ran to their door. I was greeted by the her at the door who obviously look tired with dark circles under her eyes.

"Thank you for coming, my dear." She hugged me.

"Where is he?" I asked, probably sounding so desperate.