The depression's king • Ft. Shawn Mendes

chapter 28

"I'm not tryna start a fire with this flame
But I'm worried that your heart might feel the same.
And I have to be honest with you baby
Tell me if I'm wrong, and this is crazy
But I got you this rose
And I need to know
Will you let it die or let it grow?
You could tell me to stop if you already know.

Though I'm not sure my heart can take it
But the look on your face is don't let me go
I'm not tryna start a fire with this flame
But I'm worried that your heart might feel the same

And I have to be honest with you baby
Tell me if I'm wrong, and this is crazy
But I got you this rose
And I need to know
Will you let it die or let it go?

I'm not tryna start a fire with this flame
(With this flame)
But I'm worried that your heart might feel the same
And I have to be honest with you baby
Tell me if I'm wrong, and this is crazy
But I got you this rose
And I need to know
Will you let it die or let it grow?"

I was literally crying. This song always got me right in my heart, and especially now because he's singing it in my livingroom!

We'd exchanged our numbers because Instagram DMs aren't always as handy as they seem to be. And I still couldn't believe that I actually met him, OR that I actually had his number in my phone. Today was just INSANE.

"What's wrong?" He asked, scooting over, resting his hand on my shoulder. "I'm just this sensitive fangirl who always cries to your songs sorry." I answered.
"It's okay I see that happen all the time." He laughed.

**beep beep**

My phone tells me I got a text. It's from Dan.

'I know I'm late but I'm on the way, don't worry I'm there in 5 minutes I know you have plans for today x'

I locked my phone and put it in my pocket as I stood up to get us something to drink. "What would you like to drink Shawn?" I said. I felt weird saying that. I have always been acting like: OMG SHAWN IS MY BÆ I LOVE HIM.

Now he's sitting on the couch in my livingroom.

I still don't understand how this happened...