Maybe are her friends but I'm not sure. But still I trust her with all my heart.
She used to smile at me, and when I asked her what died inside her, I don't get any answers from her.
I think she doesn't love me anymore. But that's my speculation. And I know that the community knows the truth, however it seems like I don't.
I can see the pain in her eyes, but I haven't caused any to her.
So many unanswered questions about my girlfriend when I ask her, how can she live with herself and how can she define what she was and she has become. But it's hard recently to get answers from her, as she'll not reply to all of them.
I wish this was a dream that I'll wake up next to her, in her arms to feel her hands touching me freely again.
From tomorrow this will be my memory for rest of my life.
I'm thinking about the promises she made when I was telling her to love me when she's on the edge of the universe. I still don't know why she's leaving me. Maybe you won't believe me that it has been 5 years since she left.