Broken Boys (sequal to Not Alone buddy)

Chapter 4: Skinny love

Before we start in this chapter the word faggot and fag will be used one each, I do not condone this language, please don't not use this word to insult someone or hurt them. It just for the story.
Now continue!

Nisovin POV
Love
Loving a person
I guess I don't understand love
It doesn't make sense
I sit on the old scruffy couch in my friend's attic, we hang out here all the time.
Calvin is sitting next to me, picking at his nails.
Then my other two 'friends', they not really, I only become 'friends' with them because they were the only ones at my new school that didn't bully me about my white hair and other thing.
Anyway the other two are making out, there names are Luv and Peter, yes there both boys.
I awkwardly sit on the couch, trying to focus on the movie, which I hated but they out voted me even though their not watching it, I say to them.
"I'm going home"
I quickly get up, my arms crossed as a was about to walk out, Calvin stop me by grabby my arm softly and saying.
"Come please stay for me"
Calvin give me puppy dog eyes and a pouted his lip, I shake my head slightly looking down at the floor.
"Ow come on"
He get a bit to close for my liking, he put his other arm on my free one saying.
"Maybe we can go out for fish and chips now, when we get back they will be done kissing"
I look up seeing his black fringe make his way but into his face, his brown eyes sparkly like the stars, he was small for a 12 year old.
Yes we were 12 and two of us are making out, we grow up so fast, notices the sarcasm.
I then look over to see Petter on top of Luv, their taking up the whole sofa, moaning and kissing each other. I'am afraid if I don't leave now I will see something I will regret seeing later so I nod.
A smile appeared on Calvin's face, he grab my hand and pulled me outside into the freezing cold.
It wasn't that cold, it was quite normal but the sudden change hit me, we walk all the pathway to the fish and chips, while we're walking a play With the ends of my long sleeve jumper which reaches the end of my fingers looking like paws.
He orders the food, we slowly walk but not even talk one bit, Calvin on his phone texting someone. We finally reach back to the house, I let out a deep breath, then Calivn get closer again, way to close.
He arm my arm softly, i look down at the floor and I quickly says.
"What are you-"
Before I can finish my sentence or even take note on what happening, he grab my chin and press his lips against me. For him he  probably  like it but for me, it wasn't gross but it wasn't amazing, I just felt noting. I have never be sexual attractive to someone but at age 12 you kind of expect that but I voice in the back of my mind said.
This is why your step-dad beats you, you little faggot!
I push my hands against his chest trying to push him away, he get the message straight away and pulls away, he says.
"I'am sorry, I like your for a long time, this was the only way I could tell you, it ok if you don't like me, I get it, just please let us be friends"
"Ow ok-"
But before I finish the sentence or even get to finish ok, the voices come back a litter stronger this time, forcing it self into my brain, I screamed at me saying
Fat little fag!
I fill tears prick my eyes frittering to spill the voices says.
Come on grow some ball and hit him!!
I shake my head, I feel a hand on my shoulder mostly trying to comfort me but I flinch at the sudden touch.
Hit him!!!
I stare at Calvin, who's hand is on my shoulder, he talking but only I see is his lips moving but no words are coming out.
Hit him, ow come on! You little pussy!
And with that I swing my arm up punching Calvin in the face, Calvin let out a distorted scream as he falls to the ground with a bang. The door swing open for the house, Luv and petter come running out, they drop to Calvin trying to help him, he was awake but I bit out of it, crimson red fall down his head from were he hit the ground.

Suddenly all the sound and what was happing come back to me, I try to go over to Calvin but Petter pushes me to the ground, I hit my head on the near by pole, he kneels down at looks directly me, his eyes were burning win angry. He whisper friendly but quite creepy like.
"Your going to regret that, Nisovin"

I wake up from the nightmare that haunts me to this very day, the same memory plays in my mind for life, I'am lying next to a trees, the bad thing i'm right out in the open.
I see Billy, he the homeless man who give me the cigarette, he has nearly 10 cancer sticks a day. I wonder over and ask.
"Can I have one?"
He nods and hands me one.

Rob POV
"What about my weight?"
"Your under weight"
Everyone stares at me nodding at what Coe said to me.
"So is this like an intervention or something"
"Yeah, we love you Rob really but we can't see you keep killing your self like this"
"I don't mean to, really I forget too"
They all shake their head thinking I'am lying but it actually true, their been so much going on and I've been sleeping in quite a lot lately. I go to the doctor nearly every week and they say I'm under wieight but I lot healthier than late time and just take here tables twice a day and your good.
"Guys, I go to the doctor nearly every week, the doctor saying i'am at better weight than a was a year ago, so I'am fine"
Which is true, in my mental hospital days I was ten times skinnier, they don't understand and to be honest why would they. I haven't even told them I was in a mental hospital before i meet them let alone my mental issues.
"Then how skinnier where you?, I fucking twig, we don't believe it Rob I'am sorry your too skinny and I know it hard admitting you have anorexia"
"This isn't you, who told you this?, who said we should do an intervention, I bet their not here"
They all look at each other and Coe said.
"No, we didn't come up with it but it was our choice and we believe this is the best for you"
"Who came up with it then"
"Guude..."
My boss Guude and no it not the same person in the mental institution, he completely different looks and personality. He practically hate me and now he turning them against me. No I have not ask him if he was the same person, I just know, he doesn't need to know about my past. No one does.

Guude POV
I'am in the kitchen next door for the intervention or what ever Rob called it, I can listen in to everything they say, I still had Nisovin book, I put it down on the desk. I open the door and I walk in, Rob turn to Face me.
It never accrued that he look the same as the boy in the institution.
His frizzy blonde hair that looks same as the boy.
His dark blue eyes that look the same as the boy.
His long thin figure that look the same as the boy.
He was a little bit bigger than the boy probably a lot more healthy.
I thought something that kind of blow my mind.
Maybe Rob was the boy from the institution.

Author notes
Hey guys, sorry that this chapter was late but here it now, really long for you guys, please comment!, I do love comment especially about he characters. Don't forget to vote, comment, add to playlist, share and follow for weekly updates.
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Made on Saturday 18 October 2016
From Poblol and goodbye!