One day he is all like, I have a small crush on you. Then the next day he is impassive. today he sees no future. Is there going to be more or should I just give up on him. I really do like him. I feel like crying. The very first guy I want to cry over. Sweet pill take me away. Make this not real. Please. God I feel of much like a girl, even though I am a girl well more like a girl than ever, at the moment. Crying over a boy? This is not a dream this is reality!! I need to snap out of it. He is just a boy. If he is dumb enough to walk away then I shall be smart enough to let him go. He is a je- I can't say that about him he has been all but anything bad. I still can't do it. Why do I still have a crush on you Carlos(nickname)? I hate myself for that. WHY?!!!????!!!!!??
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