The Pride Diaries

How does she feel

Jazmyn's pov
~the next day @ lunch~

"You literally have been ghosting rose all day she's gone know something's wrong if you keep that up" my bestfriend complained at me as we walked throught the lunch line picking our food out... My bestfriend Julia been by my side since the 7th grade holloween dance thats how we met besties since but bump lol she was body goals she had nice boobs not huge but still big i thing c cup and a big ass and long legs she has medium long wavy light brown hair with natural dirty blong highlights and big brown eyes long eyelashes she wore glasses. And was 5"2and a half i think.
  "Well what the hell do i do be like oh hi rose jus found out i like you buh you have a girlfriend with a bigger ass and flawless face buh we can still be friends" i complained back
   "Okay sky does not have a flawless face under all that caked on make up and the bitch has lovehandles anyway she treats rose like shit you know that"
   "Okay lets chill on the shit talking though it may be true buh ik how treats rose buh she alows sky to treat her that way i cant do anything about it" we walked out of the cafeteria and there she was actually alone weird cause its lunch
   "Look there she is just go hug her" my best friend nugde me and we started walking towards her she didnt notice (she was on her phone) just as we were about to pass her my bestfriend has to say "hay rose" she looked up from her phone and smiled
  "Oh hay juls" she responded i was still looking down omg whats wrong with me "earth to jaz" she said tilting her head so it was kinda below mine in eye level
   "Oh hay rose what's up" i responded lifting my head from my phone
   "Oh nothing you good lil j" thats what she calls me cute right
   "Yeah im good ro" i said smiling and leaning in for a hugg we hugged and she did that thing where she slowly pulls away kinda leaving one arm resting on my side for a sec
    "Aye rose i been looking for you" i heard danny's voice from behind me i turn sideways as he bro hugged rose then looked at me and juls "aye j and j sup" he said with a flirty smile... danny was yout average fuck boy hes mexican and has dark brown hair long buh cut on the sides taller then me but shorter then rose dressed in a black botton up with white pants and black and white jays and he had a thing for juls and i buh we never fed into that cause of his track record buh we we're still friends
   "Hi and bye" me and juls responded laughing kind of flirty and turned to rose "catch ya later ro" i say smiling as we both walked away
   "Bye rose" julia said over her shoulder as we continued to our spot
   "J team wait up" my friend oliver yells from a table to the right of us... oliver a trans kinda chubby cute chubby lol short blond hair sides cut and pulled to the side dressed in tan pants and a galaxy cat t shirt with his turtle backpack
   "Hay olipop" juls replies as we stop and wait for him to catch up
    "Sup oli" i say hugging him after he hugs juls and we continue
     "Guess who jay likes" juls turns to oli as we continue walking
    "Really juls" i start to say when i get cut off by oli
    "Omg spill" he says intrigued
    "Rose celest" she said in a hushed voice
     "Rose" oli replied in a shocked voice
    "Shhh" i chimed in trying looking around to see if anyone heard
    "Wait end of 8th yall were goals werent you guys close" oli asked
    "Yeah we were jus friends tho buh sky got jelous of what idk buh now we don't talk as much" i respond sound glum
    "Sky's kinda a bitch that was back when they were a "secret" buh everyone knew they were dating" oli added in putting air quotations around the word secret cause literally everyone knew
   "Yeah i agree with the bitch part buh honestly the only reason its out know is bc rose wanted to break up with her cause she wouldn't tell anyone cause she told her she wasn gay" juls chimed in
   "Yeah that was fucked up how are you being a girl going to tell your girlfriend your not gay obviously you like pussy if your dating one" oli responded "aye lottabit didnt you give her relationship advice why didnt you point it out to her" oli turned to me (he calls me lottabit cause one day we were talkin bout how hes a lilbit crazy buh im a lottabit crazy)
    "I gave her advice to make her relationship work better i wasnt focusing in the bad lilbit" i responded
   "Sup j team finally hear and you brought olipop" my friends talia and laura said as we sat in the duggouts we sat in the dugouts of the far baseball field every day at lunch. talia aka doodle was juls height with black hair or whatever she died it to rn its black though with green eyes nice boobs medium sized ass pail skin long eyelashes she was just gorgeous and laura was 4"11 with medium short thick dark brown hair with an undercut of a hawaiian flower mexican with carmel colored hair with a kind of hypster dress style oliver laura talia Julia and my friend miguel (hes not here today) these were the only ppl i trusted in this school i love them all so much we've had each others back since jr.high oli and miguel were sophmores though. We all hugged and went on about stupid teachers and the gross food i was laying over doodle and laura while oli and juls sat beside us then the bell sounded and we all went our separate ways except me and talia(doodle) we have have class in the same building and then 6th together the rest of the day was uneventful we went to the mall after school then headed home in the bus..

~The next day walking school~
   "Aye lil j wait up" i hear from behind me and immediately stop knowing exactly who it was i slowly turn around smile and wave waiting for her catch up
   "Oh hay ro i didnt know you walked to school" i said as she approached we hugged
   "I normally dont but my my mom couldn't take me doctors appointment for austin" she explained as we continued walking
   "What about.." i started to say when he cut me off
   "And sky bailed on me... couldnt pick me up ig" she said looking down at her feet
   "Well at least you got a walking buddy right" i said nudging her
   "Yep got me a midgit to keep me company" she said nudging me back jokingly
   "Oh shut up im fun sized" i laughed then we arrived at school she hugged me and went to her friends while i went to mine ig it's only awkward if i make it awkward right