She awake at the sounds of thunder. It has been her ultimate fear since she was young. Yera sits at her bed. Her whole body is shaking and sweating a lot. She has no idea what to do. It's raining heavily outside and it makes her scared even more.
The sounds of the second thunder makes she starts sobbing. She remembers how her mom will hug her tigh so that she will forget about what happened outside. Now that her mom gone. She feels so lost.
Yixing on the other hand is in his mini studio. He's practising the new choreography for his upcoming album. It's not like he really practising until this hours, it's just he couldnt sleep. After he brings Yera to her room 2 hours ago, he cant find himself to sleep. It's the perfect time to sleep since it's still raining outside but he couldnt close his eyes even in a second. Something bothering him.
He gets out to go get some water when he heard the sounds of crying and he perfectly sure it's his wife. Yixing hurriedly heading to the room and run to his crying wife on the bed. The view touched his heart when all he saw was his hopeless wife crying alone while hugging her knees.
With no doubt, he wraps his hands around his wife's petite body.
"Shhushh look at me. Yera i said look at me." Yixing holds her chin forcing her to look at him.
"It's okay. It's okay. Im here. You'll be alright" Yera looks at his husband and sobs.
She leans her head to her husband's chest which somehow makes she feels safe for the first time since she lost her parents.
"Im scared. I-it's get-ting louder wh-whenever im alone. The thunder" Yixing smiles.
How cute.
He hugs his wife tighly. "I know. Im right here okay. You're not alone. Since im here, the thunder wont be as loud as when you're alone anymore right?" He almost laugh at what he has said. It sounds like he's been talking to a child.
Yera nodded childishly.
Yixing brings her to the sleeping position and lay beside of his wife. He fight the urge to go closer and hug his wife. He really wants to make she feels safe. Whats wrong with his feeling nowdays. Something developing. He still cant figure out whats it. Or at least he refuse to know.
It's still raining heavily and when his wife with her broken voice hopelessly ask him to hug her, he hug her anyway.
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She wake up with the weight in her waist. It turns out to be Yixing' hands wraping around her waist. Yera slowly turns to her husband and take the opportunity to stare at him. She never felt this nervous to be this close with someone.
She stares and realize how she starts to develope a feeling towards him.
She loves him.
But then she realize that Yixing will never love her. He just take her as a wife just because of his mom. He doesnt love her at the first place.
As she stares at Yixing, her tears fall. She lost her parents at this age and she might lost her husband too soon. He doesnt love her. She needs to let him go when the time arrives.
She sigh.
Yixing awake when he heard someone's sobbing.
"Hye. Are you okay?" Yixing asked concernly. He sits proparly and turns to his wife.
Yera nodded and wipe her tears away.
He hold his wife's chin and makes she looks at him.
"I know you're not. Just tell me whats bottering you. What am i here for? Whats the use of me being your husband?"
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Fanfiction"I-i love you so much. Maybe that's why it's complicated." She whispered brokenly [071016] Happy belated birthday Zhang Yixing xoxo