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Brother's Advice

"Tori, we're leaving. Are you ready? Ayos na ba lahat ng gamit mo?". -brother (Marcus Harris)

My POV:
Marcus is my older brother, he's 22 and I'm 15. He's a protective brother. Older Brothers are like sweet but sour candy that you can't get enough of. Even though they sometimes make your eyes twitch and your lips pucker, you can't seem to resist them... mahilig syang mang asar, mangulit but he'll always protect me and love me. He taught me how to understand boys and men alike. Men or boys can be hard to deal with and for a girl, having an elder brother can provide great insight to understanding them. Having an elder brother and his advice at hand can help you avoid a lot of relationship heartaches. Or, at least, get through them. Oh diba ayos? And he also showed and taught me how to be tough. I learned how to stand up for myself and learn to not get pushed around by anyone. Sana madala ko lahat to sa Pilipinas, sana....

"Kinakabahan ako", I said.

"Are you really sure sa decision mo?", -Marcus

"I already said yes to grandma, I made a promise. Lalakasan ko nalang ang loob ko", I said.

"I'll miss you Tori..." -Marcus

(Nakikita ko sa mga mata nya ang pagkalungkot nya, I know my brother very well, when he' happy and when he's sad)

"Ugh, I don't want to cry kuya. Let's just go." I said.

(Pinaandar na nya yung sasakyan and we headed to the airport, we're 3 hours away from John F. Kennedy International Airport, parehas kaming tahimik dahil sa lungkot. At kaba.. I just play music.)

~"Anywhere you are, I am near, anywhere you go, I'll be there anytime you whisper my name, you'll see...."~ (what are words by Chris Medina)

"Talagang yaan pa pinatugtog mo,.." -Marcus

"I really love this song kasi, very meaningful and touching." I said.

"Kaya nga. Ayaw mo umiyak pero yan pa din pinlay mo...." -Marcus

(After 3 hours and 26 mins, we were in the airport. We arrived safe.)

"Are you really leaving me baby girl?" -Marcus

"Kuya naman eh," I said. *My eyes started to water*

"I'll miss you so much Tori, magingat ka palagi ha, don't let others hurt you or else mapapauwi ako ng Pilipinas ng di oras, just tell me everything, always call me, remember the things and advice I've told you okay?" -Marcus.

"I will. I'll miss you too kuya, I love you. Tell mom and dad I love them too." I said.

(Hindi na nila ako naabutan umalis because they left home early for work..)

"I'll tell them. I love you more Baby girl. Take care." -Marcus

He kissed my forehead and he hugged me so tight that I can hardly breathe...

Pumasok na ako ng airport and Marcus headed home. I was crying hanggang nasa loob na ako ng eroplano. I'm sitting in the window seat. Nakatingin lang ako sa window view, I put on my earphones hanggang sa makatulog ako.