Why do you have to do this? Miniminter FF

Cutting

I ran to the toilet and got my razor blade and started cutting my wrist. I winced in pain but I made sure I kept quiet. "You horrible bitch, no one wants you in this world!" I hissed to my self as I cutter deeper and deeper. "Hey Shannon- SHANNON!" Someone shouted as they ran to me and took away the blade, it was Simon."why are you doing this? I don't understand?" He asked as he stared at the blood. "I-I..." I broke down crying and Simon got the first aid quick. I hate getting this attention, can't he leave me alone and let me die? He got out a bandage and cleaned up the cut and put the bandage on. I winced in pain as he wrapped it round my arm. "I'm sorry" he whispered. He finished helping me which I hate and helped me stand up. "Why were you doing this?" He asked again. "I hate my life, no one wants me in this word. Anyway, I'm depressed and emo. What can you expect" I whispered as I stared at my arm. "I want you in this world, from what JJ has said you are fun and energetic. When I first saw you I felt like I have known you for years" he said. He is only trying to make me feel better so he can leave quickly. "But you have known me for years"