Why do you have to do this? Miniminter FF

Hospital

I suddenly shot up and looked around me, I'm in hospital? What happened. Oh no...I'm insane aren't I? Wait...no, what did happen? I looked around me again and saw JJ staring at the ground and Simon has his head in his hands. "G-Guys?" I stuttered. No one looked up. I stood up and walked over to JJ and tapped him on the shoulder. Nothing... "JJ?" I said. Nothing again. I looked over at the hospital bed and saw myself lying there, I was pale and had bandages all over my arms. I was in a coma. But how can I see myself? I stepped towards the bed and layed down where my body was.

I shot up and JJ and Simon looked at me. "Thank god you are ok!" JJ said in relief as he hugged me gently. What the hell happened, I saw myself sleep...it must have been a dream! "What entirely happened?" I asked. "Simon saw you cutting and helped you. Then you both realised you knew each other. Then you came downstairs and told me but I asked about your arm. You ran out and then Simon found you next to a lake heavily cutting. You then passed out from the blood loss and you had to get someone to donate blood. Simon luckily has the same blood type so he donated. If it wasn't for him you wouldn't be here right now" JJ explained as he gave me a sad smile. Simon still sat there, head in his hands. What is up with him? I looked at JJ amd mouthed 'sup with Simon?' He then mouthed back 'he feels guilty' "Simonè, what up?" I asked, trying to be cool. He looked up and chuckled slightly. "Just... Never mind" he said as he sat up properly. "Simonè, I luv ya for helping me. Can a girl here get a hug?" I asked, being slang. He chuckled again and stood up and hugged me. "Now, what's the damage and when can I leave?" I asked sternly. I saw that my sternness gave JJ a little fright as he flinched as I said it. "oh em, you can leave the now but you'll have to take anti-depressents" JJ said.

Flashback- 16 years old
I ran out the house and to the chemist. "Any chance I can get some anti-depressents?" I asked the lady at the counter. "Sure, what age and name?" She asked. "Shannon Marshall, 16" I replied. "Yip, here ya go" she said as she passed me a paper bag with a box of pills. I thanked her and ran home quickly. I ran in to the house and up the stairs and closed the door to my room. I knew I was depressed and I didn't want to have suicidal thoughts. Just as I was about to take them my mum barged in and grabbed them off me. "WHY DID YOU BUY THESE YOU FILTHY PEASANT! YOU USED MY MONEY!!!!" She screamed in my face. "Dont you think it's a little rude to shout in my face when I'm only trying to help myself amd not end up commiting suicide because of you" I said innocently. As I said it hatred built in my mum's eyes. "DONT YOU EVER SPEAK UP TO YOUR MISTRESS YOU BITCH!!!" She shouted as she slapped me across the face as hard as she can. She took the anti-depressents and stormed out my room with them.
Flashback ended