The train rattled while speeding through neighbourhoods and forests. The tunnels was my favourite part of riding trains. We were going through a tunnel so I looked at my reflection...
Suddenly, I had flash backs to my dark days before I was friends with everyone... The reflection that made me reflect on my mistakes made me think... How can she love me after all I had done? What a girl-women-meifwa-thing!!
The train stopped, just like my heart. I saw Kawaii~Chan hug a different guy, the guy from the maid cafe who wanted her number.
In that exact moment, I felt a deep frustration... Depression... I was broken... No, my heart was shattered, it was unrepairable. So this is the feeling of being betrayed.