Better Than Words (Harry Styles)

First night and day in London

"Do you believe in destiny?" a very familiar voice asked me but I cant remember where did I heard that voice before. "I'm the guy you sat beside with on the plane."

Oh so I see, but its not only that Mr. Styles that I met on the plane. There is really something different from his voice, "Oh hey." I said turning around and facing him. Still the presence of his sunglasses and pink hanky annoyed me so well. "Why'd you ask that?" I said faking a smile. I dont know if he's even smiling or not. This guy is absolutely unable to read!

"Seems like we're together again. Your room is?" Mr. Styles said trying to remove his hanky but as soon as he saw a bunch of girls, he tightened the tie of his hanky instead. This made me question myself even more. What the hell is going on with this guy? I could say that he really is insane. Totally insane. "Room number?"

"Why do you care? Are you an employee here? Duh, get out of my way!" I didn't mean to be unfriendly but I find him so rude. How dare he? Did he asked for my room number to knock at my door and if I happen not to open it, he'll just keep on twisting and turning my door knob? Is he trying to annoy me? Or is he trying to be a gentleman on me? But either way, I dont fancy him. He seems to be so confident with himself talking to me but why isn't he confident of taking his sunglasses and hanky off? There might be something wrong with his face.

"Hey love, wait!" he screamed as I ran away from him but then I turned around and faced him. "My room number is 307. You can knock anytime you want if you need me." he winked.

But holy cows! My room number is 305. Oh no this is bullcrap, I'm not that far to his room. My room is near to his. Why do these things happen to me? Why does he have cover on his face? I know hearing his voice was charming. But I haven't seen his face yet. I hate him but I find him attractive.

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I was feeling super tired and my feelings were too numb. I missed my dad. Every night before I go to bed, he never forgets to check me out in my room and kiss me goodnight. I realized I have my phone with me so I can call him out.

"Hello sunshine, how are you there? Can you now speak with a british accent?" dad joked.

"Awww dad, stop it. I love listening to them but then it reminds me of mum. Ooops sorry to mention." I said laughing and he laughed with me. "Anyway daddy, Im fine here. Im good. Everything's way perfect but there's a very big lacking." I said frowning.

"Oh honey, its okay you mentioned her. Truth is, I miss her. Well furthermore, tell me everything you did today. And please visit your grandmum there okay? And what is lacking?" dad asked confused.

"It is not a 'what' daddy, it is 'who'!" I screamed a bit.

"You are one lazy kid Yami, there are a lot of amazing boys there! You can date anyone, you dont need to ask any permission from me. I now allow you to date anyone because you're living by yourself, you can make decisions by yourself now baby." he said seriously.

"Well thanks for that but daddy no! I was talking about you. I want you here with me. But this is my decision though, I shouldn't be regretting. Promise me you wont forget to call me every night yeah?" I said in a puppy-childish way.

"I can imagine your face begging honey, so alright! I promise." those words just made my night. I can now go to sleep and have a peaceful one. "Gotta go sweety, I still have works to do. You know, arranging datas for the company and so on. Have a goodnight. Loveyou."

"Take care daddy, love you." dad hung up after I spoke.

Being here is my biggest dream since I was a kid. I've been here before but it was only for two weeks and I wasn't touring, I was with my mum. She introduced my not-too-close cousins to me who are maybe two to three degree cousins of mine. I can still remember how happy I was meeting them and how happy I was eating with mum. We weren't with daddy those days because he was always busy with their company. I used to hate daddy before. Not until I realized that even though he never had time for me, he will never leave me whatever odds hit us. Unlike my mum, she was a traitor. Well anyway, Im already overthinking. I need to rest.

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It's 6:42 in the morning. I need to have my breakfast because I didn't have my dinner last night. I was tired so I decided to sleep rather than eating. That's new to me.

I got up from my bed and I opened the windows. "Good morning Mother Nature!" Yes call me weird but I do really love the nature, I love hearing the birds sing, I love how butterflies make the view so perfect, and I love how the cold air gets into my nerves. Its December so its winter. I love the London snow.

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I'm having a perfect day! I ate at some fancy restaurant where it's quite cheap but the food there was perfect. I even forgot the name because of my hunger. And now Im heading somewhere I don't know. I'm not sure if I could still go home safe. I think I already forgot the direction, but it is alright, there are lots of cabs anyway. Im staying at the hotel for one week. I cannot afford the payment if I will stay there longer. It's a five star hotel! I don't even know why my father chose that hotel to reserve me a room. His overprotectiveness on me might empty his pocket. I should've warned him before.

I went inside a bookstore and looked for the book 50 shades of grey. I know it is expensive but whatever. I love the book anyway!

"Uhm excuse me you're blocking my way?" I said rudely. This guy in front of me is crazy. I think he doesn't even heard what I just said. "Excuse me!!!" I said a bit louder this time and patted his back.

"Oh sorry, the volume was full. I couldn't hear a thing. Sorry miss." the guy in front of me said while turning around and boring his blue sparkling eyes into mine. Holy! Am I dreaming or what? This is impossible! I can't believe what Im seeing.

"Pinch me, I must be dreaming!" I said staring emotionless to him.

"Haha must be a fan eh? Okay here." he said placing the palm of his hand on my face and slapping it slowly. "Is that enough love?" he said widening his smile.

"You're not The Louis Tomlinson are you?" I screamed then he covered my mouth and pushed me hard to the wall.

Whoooooops! So as you can see, Mr. Tommo is here. You'll get to know why Yami felt that way. So catch up my updates! And what can you say about this? Tell me your opinions! No wrong opinions!!!! :) happy day!

Jam ü xx