i thought i lost you

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hey guys! welcome to my first ever book!
I hope you guys really enjoy, I will be updating at frequently as possible.
Incase you didn't already know this is an imagine book where you are the star and yours in Shawns world! it would be great if some of you could give requests for stories ☺️
Y/N : (your name)

Enjoy! ☺️
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I sigh, today was really rough. Shawn and I had a fight this morning before I left for work. He said that I never spent time with him on the days he is off work. I explained that i can't help when I have work and that i cant help that he is always touring.
I left in tears, I couldn't focus at work all day.

I drove home around 7pm at the end of my shift. I got home and walked in to Shawn sitting on our couch. He looked over aggressively,
'I thought you said you weren't coming back'.
I furrowed my eyebrows,
'I never said that.' I didn't, I never did.
'Well, I already packed your bags for you.' He said quietly and pointed towards the two suitcases. He continued to stare at the blank tv screen.

I walked over to the suitcases slowly, whilst biting my lip. Did I really say that I was leaving? I don't remember. I pulled up the handles and held onto them weakly. I look up to see Shawn staring at the suitcases in distraught.
'So you're really leaving?' He said worried but with a confident look his face.
I looked back down at the suitcase.
I mumble.
'What?' He said getting arrogated.
I still look down refusing eye contact. A hot tear rolled down my cheek and I sniffle trying not to make it obvious.
I could feel his glare. He was still staring at me and the suitcases.
I decided to look over at him. He looked down.
'uh' I whispered. He looks up to hear what I said
'd-do you uh.' I say as he continues to stare at me.
'want me to leave?'.
He stared down at the floor.
I brought the suitcases closer to me. He stood up in front of me. His height overpowering mine. I look down, I'm not falling for tricks.
'Please don't go.' He whispers,
My eyes look up as my head still hangs down.
'Why would you pack my bags?' I say and look down again.
'I thought it all over and i realised, I'm really not good enough for you.'
'Shawn st-' he interrupted.
'Y/N, I'm sorry.'
'Sh-'. He starts to raise his voice,
'No Y/N, I've been treating you terribly and I- uh' he runs his hands through his hair.
I grab his hand and hold it. I stare at his hand as it hesitates to hold mine.
'No Shawn, I love you.'
A smile gradually builds on his face as he pulls me in for a hug.

'I thought I lost you.'

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not to toot my own horn. *toot toot* 😂
but, for a first imagine I think I did pretty well!
would be appreciated for some feedback, thanks x

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