Last night was….uhmm…it was interesting to say the most I think? I don’t know what to think of it!
Selly: I can help you with that it was the best kiss you ever had! Wayyyy better than that thing you call a boyfriend!! For sure!!!
I finally got up from my bed took a shower and all that other good stuff. I went to the kitchen and ate breakfast and I was on my way out. It was about 7:30 so I could take my time walking to school. Then I started thinking about her again! Why can’t I get her off my mind?!?!
Selly: OMG do I have to spell it out for you!!!
The way she looked, her smile, her eyes, her lips omg her lips were soo soft and juicy!!! NO SELENA STOP THINKING ABOUT HER LIKE THAT!
Selly: YES SELENA CONTINUE TO THINK ABOUT HER LIKE THAT!
“”: hey selena wait up!!!
I heard someone shouting my name when I turned around I was hoping it wouldn’t be Tinashe…..
Selly: stop lyin! You wish it was her!
Thank God it wasn’t. It was her sister Trish.
Selly: the fuck does she want! Doesn’t she kno its against the law to be that fucking annoying!! She should be arrested!
So I stopped and waited for her to catch up with me and we walked to school together. We talked for awhile then there was silence until we arrived in school.
I didn’t see her sister anywhere while dropping her sister to the office or anywhere in the halls of the school…..wait why am I looking for her?
I felt someone’s hands wrap around my waist from behind then I automatically knew who it was…
Justin: hey babe…how come you didn’t call me last night?
Selly: like you were waiting for her call!
Selena: sorry J I guess I lost track of time when I was next door with the new neighbors….when I came home I went straight to my bed
Justin: so you got new neighbors! They got kids?
Selena: yea twins in fact….girls only
Justin: oh cool what school they go to?
Selena: ours
Justin: what grade they in?
Selena: my grade!…Why are you askin all these questions?
Justin: why are you yellin at me?!
Selena: I’m not yellin at you!
Justin: yes you are! You’re doin it right now!
Selena: no I’m not!….hold up!! What are we yellin about?
Justin: whatever selena! You and your emotional problems! I’m out!
Selena: J wait…..I’m sorry!
Selly: …………….WHAT THE FUCK are you apologizing for!!??!! He started the argument in the first place!
Justin: whatever selena imma see you at lunch
And with that bell rung for 2nd period already. Well I just missed math but I'm not worried at all cause I’m passin that class. Next two periods were drama my fav subject! Hopefully that would take my mind off things!
When I walked in the auditorium I just froze, I couldn’t move I couldn’t speak I couldn’t do anything until the doors slam shut causing me to come back to reality and also announcing my arrival. Everyone just kept stairing at me like “why she standing there” including her…so much for drama taking things off my mind!
Mrs. Wilters: ok class we a have a new student….please welcome Tinashe!
Selly: (happy dancing!!!)
Selena: "just great!" mumbling to myself
Mrs. Walters: Selena sweetie......i'm going to pair you up with Tinashe to get her up to speed with what's going on
Selena: can't some one else do it!
Mrs. Walters: no i choose you cause i know you have my class down packed and ready for anything that come your way so just stay with her until she catches up with us please.
Selena: alright
Tinashe got up and started walking over to me, i suddenly felt tense not in the way that your uncomfortable but like i want her to be near me, close to me, right there in front my face.
Tinashe: selly! hello!!!
Selena: "im sorry what! "she broke me out of my thought
Tinashe: Mrs.W said to get all the notes from you
Selena: sorry here you go
i handed her my note book, but when she grabed it she touched my hands at the same time right then and there i felt a sudden burst of electricity through my whole body. i didn't want her to let go but then i realized what i was doing and pulled my hand away.
Tinashe: you wanna ditch this thing and go get something to eat
Selena: i don't ditch!
Tinashe: ok then bye see you in 5th period
Selena: why did you come if you knew you wanted to ditch in the first place!
Tinashe: its more fun that way
Selena: you're weird you know that right
Tinashe: and i'm fucking proud of it! now are you coming or not!
Selena: whatever!
we both walked out of class
Tinashe POV
Every time i look at her my heart skips a beat, my palms fet all sweaty, and i can barely stand stright around her. But i know she's not like me and i know that she'll never feel the same way about me cause she has a boyfriend. I don't know how i developed feeling for Selena so fast, its like that saying " you'll know when you see her" (i think that's it lol) That first time i saw her when she came to my house she looked flawless! I tried to play like i don't like her but that's slowly starting to wear off.
We got to a secret hiding place in the school she like to go to when she's stressed out from everyone.
Tinashe: this is beautiful!
Selena: isn't it!
sorry had to cut it early goin out tonite!
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Am i Really....... (girlxgirl)
FanfictionSelena is considered to be the popular girl with the cool boyfriend but she doesn't see herself like that and with her boyfriend Justin always blackmailing her....... She ends up falling in love with Tinashe hew new neighbor who she never would have...
