Chapter 1: My Past

Chapter 10: Things Heat Up

He picked me up and carried me to his bedroom with my legs wrapped around his waist. Our lips never left each other. I was nervous but excited. I felt a feeling I've never felt this way before, it was nice.

He laid me on my back on his and got on me. His hands moved around my body so smoothly. 1,000 thought through my mind. But I was focused on one thing. His lips moved to my cheek to my chin then onto my neck. The feelings of his mouth sucking on my sensitive neck was amazing. The feeling was so different yet so right.

He rubbed my thigh still sucking on my neck. He slowly made his was to my waist into my pants. Sudden fear hit me. I dont know if I was ready. He made his way down whole his lips met my collar bone. I started shaking lightly.

He stopped.

"Sorry I can't. It's just too soon."

I was relieved.

"I agree."

We lye in his bed breathing heavily. His phone went off playing Bring Me The Horizon Antvist. The screen showed up showing a pretty girl named Tasha. A sudden feeling of hurt hit me. Who was this girl.

He quickly picked it up hoping I didn't see. Sadly I did.

"Hello?" He smiled and continued the conversation.

I sat there desperate not knowing what to do. I sat up and fixed my hair. I felt embarrassed. I spaced out Drew talking to her, it hurt too much.

"Haha yea okay later Tash."

He looked over at me and realized I was hurt.

"No it's not like that! I promise she's just my friend."

I didn't say a thing. I gathered my stuff and walked out the door.

Ash ran into me.

"What where you going!" She snapped at me.

"I'm sorry. I didn't know you were coming in."

"What are you doing here?" She questioned me.

"Drew took me here to take my mind off things."

She paused, not knowing what to say. Her eyes met mine. She looked confused. She burped and alcohol hit my nose. She was obviously drunk.

She started digging through her purse as almost tipped over doing it.

"Here's my card. I don't like you but call me whenever you need someone. Okay?"

I just nodded my head. That confused me. If she didn't like me why did she give her number?

I called Shimmer asking if she could pick me up. It was Christmas break so it was cold and I didn't wanna go home.

She picked me up and took me to her house.

"There's a party tonight and I'm gonna sneak out, you with me?"

I didn't want to but I was ready for something new.

"Let's do some damage Shimmer."

Her eyes lit up in excitement. I usually don't do crazy stuff like she does so I bet she's SIKED to hear I wanna go party with her. I needed to stop thinking about Drew.

My phones buzzed. I looked at it. It was Drew sending me a paragraph.

It said:

Eliza I'm so srry I ddnt mean to hurt you :( idk wat to say but I'm srry. Ill shout it from the rooftops just plz dnt space me out :/ ill do anything to make it up just plz talk to me! </3

Weak.

Me and Shimmer got ready. I did my make-up with mascara. And eyeliner. I did my eyeshadow smokey so my pale eyes popped out. I straighten my hair so smooth I could run my hair through it. I put skinny jeans on with a loos shirt on. For my shoes I had wedges on that made me a few inches taller.

Shimmer pinned her hair in a high pony tail with a bump for her bangs. Skin tight shirt to show off her cleavage. Ripped blacked skinny jeans With pumps on to make her look tall.

I'll show Drew. I'll defiantly show him I'm the perfect girl. For him. Show him what he's missing out on.

I smirked and we climbed out her window. Off to the party we go!

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Eliza is becoming a rebel @~@

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Sorry it's short:/

-Ersie