I sit here as my demons yell the words I've been dreading to hear. The words of my insecurities, my fears. The guilt and anxiety kills me and My mind goes in circles with the thoughts that run through my head. I feel them tightening their grip on my heart and I clench to suppress the pain. But it soon gets harder and harder to breath and I fall back into the dark abyss and I can't seem to grab onto something that'll help me back up.
The dark abyss is my mind and I get lost in the pitch black trying to fight the thoughts that reappeared. It's cold and I'm alone and I can't bare the thought of not seeing you here, so I fight my way up to the light that I once couldn't reach. I grasped onto it so tightly the pain I used to clench meant nothing to me. I break through and your with me. But then I wake up and realize it was all a silly dream
