Does the jock want the cock? (boyxboy)

Chapter 18

   "You and Joseph did the nasty, huh?" Hannah asked, astonished.

   "Yeah... " I said awkwardly. I wasn't comfortable talking about this.

   "Was it good?"

   "Yeah..."

   "Well, are you happy it happened?" She asked. What was she getting at. Was I happy?

   "Yeah, I've been waiting to do that for years, and I'm 16, 17 in a couple months. I just, kinda feel like a slut."

   Hannah burst into laughter, and I laughed too, but it wasn't that funny. I mean, Joseph's perfect, and it was ideal, but its something I can never get back. What am I thinking? Joseph Doe took my virginity. I should be jumping for joy.

   "Never mind, I'm not a slut. It may have been soon, but it wouldv'e happened anyways." I laughed, and scooped some rice in my mouth.

   I got a baby blue beanie that said MOLLY on it in yellow letters, and Hannah got a pot beanie. We just laughed when the security guys came up to us and said, "Do your hats mean drugs?"

   Joseph had a game today since it was canceled Friday. I'm going with Hannah even though she is grounded. We have to sneak her out since her mom works the night shift.

   It was dark out because now that it was winter, the dark came so suddenly. Everyone was wrapped up, and the bleachers were covered in ice so people tried not to slip. There were probably 500 people there, even though if I hadn't have been dating the quarter back, I'd be at home.

   "Go #16," I yelled. Me and Hannah were both wrapped up in one red blanket, it was soft, and warm, so I was contempt.

  

   It was the fourth quarter, and we were winning 29 - 68, and my voice was going out from screaming so much.

   "He's doing great!" Hannah shouted. He is, and I am proud to be dating him.

   I look up, and see #56 of the other team smash into Joseph. I stood up to see more, but it happened really quickly. Oh shit, there's blood.

   I run to the fence, but he quickly stands up, with the help of two other members. He sees me, and flashes me a smile so I know he's okay.

   I walk up to Hannah, "That scared the shit out of me."

   "Me too," she said.

   I don't like football anymore.

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   "I hate you!" I yelled, hitting Joseph's shoulder with my closed fist.

   "Why?" He laughed.

   "I thought you were really hurt!" I yelled.

   "I wasn't."

   "Well I know that now," I said sarcastically.

  

   "Are you mad?" He made a fake sad face. I laughed at his cuteness.

   "How could I be mad at that face?" I smiled, grabbing his cheeks.

   He leaned down and gave me a kiss, and I could feel the blood rush to my face. I hate PDA for LGBT. I hate being judged, it scares me.

   "Well, I still am nervous about football."

   "I'm fine. Wanna hang out tonight?"

   "Yeah," I smiled.

   When we got to his house, I climbed into his bed while we watched movies.

   We were watching the Cinderella story, when my eyes started to water.

   "Why are you crying?" Joseph said, turning on the lamp on his night stand.

   "It's nothing. Don't worry," I wipe my eyes.

   "You can tell me anything!"

   "I'm just glad I'm with you."

   "You're crying?" He laughed.

   "No, it's just, I liked for so long and now were dating and I'm so happy."

   "I am too," he whispered. I leaned toward him, and slid my tongue in between his mouth.  He grabbed it with his lips, and I shivered.

   "I love you," he whispered.

   "I love you more," I smiled.

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SORRY THIS CHAPTER IS SO SHORT I'M TRYING TO EMPHASISE MORE ON THERE RELATIONSHIP OMG VOTE AND VOTE AND VOTE FOR EVERY CHAPTER BECAUSE THIS SHITS GETTING REAL