Im writing this one as like a story then im going to do a story about what ever happens next after this, but ill still write in this book to.
--Later--
I sigh as i pull my self away from my pain....I really did hope that BloodRed would be okay. I walked down stairs and looked down not making eye contact with anyone. I quietly sit on the couch noticing no one was down here, it was just me in the dark......alone. It seemed like hours the bloody tears have been falling from my eyes, so when Jeff's sweet voice echoed in my ears it was slightly startling.
"Ben? Are you okay?" Jeff stood at the stairs not to far from me and i could see the caring in his eyes even if it was dark. I just stayed silent and looked away from Jeff. Jeff came to sit down next to me and he rubbed my shoulder, telling me that it was going to be okay.
I slowly explained everything to Jeff, leaving out a few parts (I made a promise to BloodRed and im going to keep it, forever). Jeff pulled me into a tight hug whispering in my ear; "This is all my fault" i shake my head. "No Jeff its not. BloodRed is still my friend, i still protect her with my life" Jeff smiled through his already made smile.
"I never wanted to hurt her" Jeff said calmly. "I know Jeff, I never wanted to hurt her either" Jeff pushed me down on to the couch and hovered above me. "So you do like me?" i just nodded and blushed. "Dont pull away this time" Jeff said before he quickly pushed our lips together.
We passionately kissed. I held Jeff close as he did me and we just didnt give up. He tilted his head left i tilted my head right, deepening the kiss. His tongue licked my bottom lip, and this made me quiver and i didnt know how to react.
But i slowly let him enter my mouth, his tongue danced with mine and i enjoyed it. He kinda tasted like blood, i bet it would be the same for me. Were killers after all.
Jeff's hands trailed my sides and it made me get goosebumps. Soon Jeff and I pulled away from each other, breathing hard. "w-wow" I stuttered as jeff sat on top of me letting me also sit up. "What?" Jeff laughed and kissed my neck, waiting for my answer. "You make me so nervous Jeff" We both laughed and i warped my arms around jeff as he still kissed my neck.
"Your mine now" Jeff mumbled. "Yeah, and your mine" We laughed again and Jeff looked at me. "Ben?" "Yeah Jeff?" Jeff stroked my cheek and his cut smile seemed to get bigger. "Your my boyfriend now, okay?" "Duh" i kissed him and he kissed back.
Jeff pulled away. "I dont want to hurt BloodRed you know that" I nodded. "I know" Jeff kissed my neck again but this time biting me alittle, he instantly found my sweet spot. I moaned and jeff giggled. "That was to easy, you have a small birth mark on your neck were your sweet spot is" I blushed. "I-I do?" Jeff nodded and licked my neck, making me shake with pleasure but fear.
"Not yet Jeff, i dont want to rush things" Jeff looked up at me an nodded. "I can understand that" I never actually knew Jeff was that understanding but it made me feel welcome. "I love you Ben" I love you to, Jeff"
soon after awhile, i became tired and i fell asleep in jeff's arms. The last thing i remember was Jeff caring me up to his room and placing me on his bed, placing his face mask on then falling asleep with me in his arms.
Hey its Jeff, i guess i dont have to hurt after all but i just wanted to say that i am also here for BloodRed and i hope that she is okay. Anyway gtg *SMILES*
