Hey guys its Ben. Im just writing this because im feeling really hurt and like a really big ass right now. Basically saying that i have set myself up to hurt a few people and i really regret it. Now i know that dating Jeff causes me pain cuz people DONT want me with him saying that their dating the real Jeff and im just with another copy of him. DO YOU PEOPLE LIKE TO SEE MY PAIN?!
IM HATING MY SELF FOR LEAVING BLOODRED AND I THOUGHT SOMEONE ELSE COULD MAKE HER HAPPY! but no.....i cant make anyone happy.
Im just tired of this pain! Its all regret! i have to live with this pain every day and im getting more of it cuz i cant be happy with someone i truely love!
Those shippings about Jeff and I, THEY'RE FUCKING REAL! I now know that they were just for fun and then they get hated if it becomes real.
i HAVE ONE MORE QUESTION FOR EVERY SINGLE PERSON OUT THERE THAT WAS AND STILL IS SHIPPING JEFF AND I: Do you want me to be happy with Jeff or do you want me to kill myself?
