I know I love u ( Joshaya ) and (Rucas )

Hawaii again pt.2

Maya woke up and she was way better than yesterday
She can walk and probably run
Josh was with her 24/7
Their love is unique
Josh: Maya I want you to know that I will be here for you through whatever
Maya:thx I love you
Maya POV
Josh's phone rang
He went to go answer it
I thought to myself how did I get so lucky in life to have a boyfriend like Josh and a bff like Riley
Then Josh came back
Maya: who was it
Josh: it was Shawn
Maya: what did he say
Josh: he said that your mom was crying because your birth dad is dead
A tear slipped out of my eye and josh hugged me tight
We can fly back for jhis funeral
Maya: thanks Josh your always there for me
Josh: no problem babe we can go today
Maya: ok
I gave him a smile
Back in NYC
( keep in mind that only Maya and josh came ack to NYC)
Josh's was so nice to me
I headed to my apartment to find my mom
We arrived and my mom was quite sad
I want her to be fine
Maya: mom?
Katy: baby girl he's gone
We hugged
Shawn come in and I hugged him also
Shawn : I found out that his funeral is tomorrow
Maya: okay
I went to my room with josh and I was sobbing.
It was hard even though I hate him he's still my father I
Josh came up to me and hugged me
I buried my face in his chest
Josh: Maya I can stay here with you tonight
Maya : o-k
I want everything to go back to the way it was
Josh is the best boyfriend ever
*the next day *
Josh and I were getting ready for my dad's funeral
My mom and Shawn are on there way there and so are we
Everyone at the funeral was so sad and so was I and Josh wrapped his arm around me
every time he saw my tears
I was planning to preform a song so I did
On stage I said
Maya: this song is about my father so I hope that this is a good song to sing
I began playing my guitar
🎵Father
I'm gonna say thank you
Even if I'm still hurt Oh
I'm gonna say bless you
I wanna meet those words
Always wished you the best
I ,I prayed for your peace
Even if you started this ,this whole war in me
You did your best or did you Sometimes I think I hate you
Im sorry dad for feeling this
I cant believe I'm saying it
I know you were a troubled man
I know you never got the chance to be your best
I hope that heavens
Father
I'm gonna say thank you
Even if I don't understand
Oh
You left us alone
I guess that made me who I am
Always wished you the best
I ,I ,I ,I prayed for your peace
Even if you started this, this whole war in me
You did your best or did you
Sometimes I think I hate you
I'm sorry dad for feeling this
I can't believe I'm saying it
I know you were a troubled man
I know you never got the chance to be yourself
To be your best
I hope that heavens giving you a second chance
Oh oh oh yeah yea yea yeah yeah
Sometimes I think I hate you
I'm sorry dad for feeling this
I can't believe I'm saying it
I know you were a troubled man
I know you never got the chance to be yourself
To be your best
I hope that heavens giving you ...
A second chance 🎵
I got off the stage and I went outside the church
Josh: Maya ?are you ok ?
Maya: no
Josh came up to me and hugged me and kissed me on my forehead
I wrapped my arm around him and we went back in
And we were stepped near the casket
I saw him for the first time in a long time
I started to sob on Josh's shoulder
We went to the airport to go back to Hawaii
When we got back it we watched movies and all that
Then we played truth or dare
Basically a little party
It really helped with everything