My Teenage Tragedy

My Teenage Tragedy

(Prologue)

"ugh.."

I said very quietly to myself as I rolled on my side again, it was 3 in the morning and I still couldn't go to sleep; I was so nervous for tomorrow..it was going to be a new start..new people, new bullies..

I opened my eyes and stared up at the fan watching it go. I looked over at the clock on my night stand, it said 3:05 am. I sighed rolling over on my other side and closing my eyes falling back asleep.

I woke up at 6 o'clock to the sound of my alarm clock going off. I was so tired that I thought I could sleep for days, and I wanted to sleep for days. If I had the chance to sleep forever I would because I loved when I dreamed, it was the only thing that I could control without people judging me or anything. I mean who wouldn't want to live in a dream forever? You get to control what you look like, what adventures and stuff you go on, and honestly in my dreams I'm one sexy mother fucker that goes on all these adventures, but in reality I'm not to good looking. I never get enough sleep and I'm very lazy and to top that I'm socially awkward and have anxiety.. but meh its whatever I guess.

I got out of bed, but more like rolled out of bed and stayed on the floor for about 10 minutes dreading that I had to go to school and was force to go and socialize with people. The thought of it made me shiver.

I finally sat up and crawled to my bathroom. I took a shower of course didn't want to be smelling like monsters and ice cream on my first day at a new school. When I got out the shower I stood in front of the mirror with a towel wrapped around my waist. I looked at my reflection.

"River.You're a bad-ass mother fucker that's not going to have an anxiety attack on the first day, because your better than that." I laughed to myself then started to blow dry my black hair.

It was shoulder length; it hovered just above my shoulders which I liked and of course I had the mainstream swishy bangs, which I also liked and I didn't care what people thought about it. The main thing I was scared about was about people judging me for having two different color eyes. The right one was an icy blue and the left one was a dark brown.

I plugged in my iPod into my speakers. I looked through my songs until I came across a song I hadn't heard in a while. It was never shout never song called First Dance. I blasted the song and sang along with it as I did my hair. I straightened it a bit and then sang and jumped around my room like a little kid on a sugar high. I was having fun for the first time in a long time and it was weird but I loved it! I then hopped over to my closet and pulled out black skinny jeans and a plain black shirt.

I didn't want to wear all black to school on my first day because I didn't want them to think I was a crazy kid that worshiped Satan and sacrificed a goat to Satan or anything. So I got a Pikachu hoodie out of my closet and put that on. It was cold outside anyways so I thought why not and who doesn't love Pikachu?

I looked at myself in the mirror for one last time and I smiled at my reflection. I thought I looked cute and good. I walked out of my room and down the stairs quietly knowing my mom was still asleep. I don't blame her its been a crazy year for her and me both, my dad and her got a divorce this year because my dad was cheating on my mom with our Doctor. I thought I was weird because when i was sick I had to see her and yeah. My mom was heart broken and it hurt seeing her like that so after a few months after their divorce me and my mom moved (I'm a only child and really didn't wasn't to stay with my dad) to Austin, Texas. My grandma and aunt live here so my mom wouldn't be totally alone when I was gone. We lived in the city part of Austin, we lived in an apartment with 3 rooms and two bathrooms and a normal kitchen. It wasn't that big but at least I could call it home, but you could tell she changed after the divorce..she wasn't the same.

I walked over to the kitchen and grabbed an apple not having much of an appetite then I walk over to the front door and walked down the stairs until I got to the bottom with my apple in my hand, I stepped outside and closed my eyes breathing in the sweet fall smell. I will get through this and it will be a good day, I won't care what anyone thinks about me and I will be myself.

I opened my eyes and smiled, I took my iPod out and my headphones i played Boulevard of Broken Dreams by Green day and started to walk to school. I sang along quietly and ate my apple.

As i was walking I came across this abandoned tall building that looked cool, I was definitely going to check that out after school. I kept walking and finally I made it to the front of the school. It was big and a lot of people were walking in.

I put my apple in my backpack, because I decided I was going to eat that for lunch I guess, as I was standing there I heard a group of girls walk past me whispering stuff to one another and I knew it was about me when one of them pointed at me and said, "Who is he?" and right when I looked at them they looked away like I was a monster or something.

It confused me at first and then I thought about them being a bit weirded out about me because of my different colored eyes. Then I was snapped back into reality when a guy passed me. Holy Snapples he was hot! He had dark drown hair with baby blue eyes that were sexy as hell. He was way taller then me, about 5'6? I was only 5'3. I was pretty short for my age.

I mean you don't see a 16 year old walking around that's 5'3.He was really well built with a lot of muscles. He must have been a football player because two others guys with those big football jackets were walking with him. I bit my lip wishing I had a couple of classes with him. I then closed my eyes for a second and opened them again.

"Let the games begin" I said to myself as I started walking the the building not knowing what fate would lay ahead of me.

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