My Teenage Tragedy

Confusion

  **So sorry guys that I haven’t been updating dating a lot :( My summer hasn't been too good because of all these stressful things happening but I try my best to make the chapters as long as I can’t and update as soon as I can. But anywhore I hope you like this Chapter and that you are having a good summer ^-^*

                                                                                                     **River’s P.O.V**

So it ended up being 1 in the morning when I decided to start on my homework. Word of the wise to anyone that doesn't know or have a Tumblr don’t look it up or get one because it will eat up your life and you will procrastinate  and won't  get anything done. So I had a power point to do for English and Art too how fun it’s going to be to present those in front of two classes. With me and my awkwardness they are asking for trouble. I could already see me being a sweating mess and stuttering in front of everyone. I bit my lip trying to push those thoughts aside and focus on making my power point the best can ever be with my computer skills. It’s like the only thing I good at besides social networking.

I spent about a good hour in a half on my power point, it wasn’t too bad but it wasn’t my best but I guess it would have to do for now. I looked out my window and sighed in relief to see that it was still dark outside and the sun wasn't coming up yet. Before I knew it I started to doze off and ended up falling asleep to the sound of cars speeding by and the song Wonderless by Pierce the Veil in the background. It seemed like not even five minutes passed by and I was rudely woken up by my loud alarm clock. I groaned swatting at it until it was finally silent again; I cuddled back into my comfy blankets (A.K.A my blanket fortress) sighing happily getting back into a blanket burrito. I laid like this for a good 15 minutes not falling back asleep just laying there getting warm again until I heard a loud banging on my door.

I whined a bit looking towards my door knowing it was my mom, “Hun are you up yet? Is there something wrong?” I laid there debating on what I would say then I finally said “M-Mom I don’t feel too good...I had a headache all night and couldn’t sleep at all… Can I please stay home?..” I bit my lip hoping that she didn’t figure out I was lying and wouldn’t try knocking down my door or treating to throw white paint all over clothes since the majored of it is monotone colors. I heard a soft thud on my door then my mom speak a bit muffled “River…We can’t do this again here and you know that…”I closed my eyes as memories started to flood back into my memories started to flood back into my mind  “Please…I just don’t feel to good I promise I’ll go to school tomorrow..” I said trying to not say in a whisper. I heard my mom sigh and step away from the door “Okay Sweetheart, get some rest and If you need anything call me.” And with that I heard my mom walk out the house closing the door loudly. I sighed curling up as much as I could keeping my eyes closed “If only you knew…”I whispered to myself as I slowly drifted off into a deep sleep.

                                                                                                                            *Jace’s P.O.V*

My morning was shit. I was up all night thinking about you know who and to make matters worse I slipped down the stairs trying to put my pants on and to make matters even worse I spent all night on the phone arguing with Jennifer. She wanted me to go over and stay with her all weekend since her parents weren’t going to be home. I refused because I knew if I would have gone she would have expected me to do it with her. There was no way in hell I was risking the chance of getting her pregnant or anything. I was not cut out to be a dad, I mean I could barely put on a pair of pants without fucking up and you think I would be able to change a dipper and spend all my free time taking care of a kid? Ha hell no.