My bundle of White's

Chapter 14- "We made it"

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Peyton's P O V

I woke up from something coming up my throat, I ran to the toilet and let it all out "fuck sakes" after all that gagging I went for some fresh air but stopped right at the glass door. Zander was leaving? Would he be coming back.. I called out his name but it came out barely a whisper, when he got into his car I put my hand up and placed it up to the glass. Tears started running down my face and then a sob came out "fucking prick" I walked back to my bed and didn't notice Ryder sitting on it.. I didn't even notice him coming in.. "get out Ryder"

"come here Peyton"

I shook my head furiously at him "no, you need to get out"

"Peyton your stressing yourself, that's not good for the bab-" I gave him a vicious glare "who told you"

"Zander did" I looked at him with disbelief "is that why he left? Because of you? What the fuck is your problem Ryder, I was perfectly fine with him!" And as soon as I said that I regretted it so much "I'm sorr-"

"It's alright Peyton, come here" I walked over to him, he laid down and I climbed onto his chest I laid sideways between his legs "please don't leave me Ryder" I don't think he heard me because it only came out as a breath, I soon fell asleep in Ryder's arms.

"hey little marshmallow its your daddy, I'm gonna be here forever and always. No matter what I'll be there to protect you, if your a girl those boys aren't getting near you. If your a boy, I'm gonna have to sort you out and make sure you don't make the same mistakes I did alright?" I sighed "that's true, I'll be there to smack him around a bit. But having a babygirl would be difficult because she'd probably end up with my attitude" Ryder chuckled, kissed my stomach then kissed my forehead "that's about right" I laughed then grumbled a 'mhm'

5 months later

"MUM I LOOK LIKE A FUCKING ELEPHANT!" I heard people chuckling at my outburst, I was getting huge it was what made me fill with happiness then dread "every time I grow I'm happy that it's gonna be out quicker but I'm cringing at my fatness!" Cole flicked my forehead "shut up" I slapped him "but I look like a whale!" Ryder came in "you look beautiful love" I glared at him "you think fats pretty? What was wrong with me before I got pregnant huh?" He chuckled and that pissed me off "don't you dare chuckle at me Ryder" he shrugged and came to sit on the stool next to me, he smelt like he just finished a shower "well my hair is wet" I groaned "please teach me how to not speak my thoughts" he laughed at me and so did my brothers "it's adorable though, you look like your really in thought and then you just blurt it out without even knowing" I sighed "alright give me some cake" I ended up having cake for breakfast, lunch and tea. I couldn't have pancakes and bacon for breakfast anymore, it reminded me of Jackson. I know it's been 5 months but that day is still fresh in my mind, I woke up almost every night from a nightmare of losing each and everyone that I loved including my baby. It terrified me and it also kept Ryder awake every single night he'd get woken up from my screaming, I suggested he'd move to a different room but he declined that offer.

3 weeks later

Everything was fine until I felt my water break, I was home alone. You'd think at a time of almost dropping there would be someone here with me? Nope they were gone for some meetings, my mum owned my dads business so she had the longest meeting and my brothers.. They were with Ryder at their meeting so that left me and this marshmallow in my tummy "okay, let's go then" I was breathing hard as I tried to grab the bag Ryder had gotten ready and quickly made my way to my car, I hoped in then pulled out my phone turning on the Bluetooth so I could tell this stupid car to call Ryder. He picked up straight away "baby what's wrong?" He was slurring with his words "RYDER MANCHESTER LEE REYNOLDS YOU FUCKTARD ARE YOU DRUNK! IM IN LABOUR AND YOU WANT TO FUCKING GET DRUNK YOU BASTARD!" I hung up before he could answer then I drove faster to the hospital and luckily it was a different hospital, I sped to the entrance and almost crashed into the glass door. Hoping out well waddling out I got to the reception desk then slammed my hands down "get me a fucking doctor my baby is coming!" She rummaged and looked stressed as she threw all her shit around then got me in a wheelchair sending me into a room.

8 hours later

"Ryder you fucking asshole why did you fucking to this to me you fucking prick!" I squeezed his hand harder and then pushed, fuck this shit hurt "alright Peyton, one more push" I pushed as hard as I could and then sighed "you did great baby" I glared at Ryder "shut up" he laughed but then the room was silent.. Huh? "where's my baby?"

"They're trying to wake him up Pey"

"It's a him? Ryder it's a him!! Omg" I sighed lying back

There was a noise that sounded like a baby screaming, it was melody to my ears. My boy was okay, I sighed then closed my eyes letting the darkness consume me. "Thank you Peyton" I just sighed again, yeah whatever.

Moments later..

"His names Ryder!"

"No! His name is Timmy!"

"No!! His names Cole!"

"SHUT THE FUCK UP!" I calmed down a bit "his name is Jackson Alexander Manchester White" they all nodded I hadn't even opened my eyes yet and they were all screaming names, the bastards didn't wanna let me rest "could you guys get me my baby please?" I opened my eyes and saw my handsome bundle of Jackson he was beautiful he had his dad's eyes and my brown locks, my nose and his dad's lips, I'm glad he didn't get my eyebrows those things were so bushy when I was little "he's beautiful" I tear slid down my cheek and I sighed "my babyboy is gonna be a rebel and a heartthrob for these girls, I just know it" Ryder nodded in agreement "we are so putting a leash on him Ryder" he chuckled "what ever needs to be done will be done love" I sighed and kissed my babies forehead "I love you already" Ryder nodded again in agreement "it wasn't so long ago that we had just met and now we have him, we got through our ups and downs. We made it Pey" I was in tears "yeah, we made it Ry" he chuckled