end of time//lrh

01

- jenna's pov -
I sit on the balcony of my apartment in La and watch the sunrise. I feel the warmth slowly starting to cover my cold body. I usually do this every morning watch the sun because it's the only thing I love at the moment it's not because of the gorgeous colours in the sky, but because the warmth is the only loving feeling I have in my life.

I don't think I've ever had someone that someone loves me in my whole life unless it was fake. I'm 20, that's 20 lonely years of feeling no emotions but pain and hatred. But I've learnt to cope with the loneliness, I've learnt to ignore it.

I left Australia because I hated my family, I hated my "friends" and I just overall hated it there. I moved to La to get a fresh start no one knew me, no one knew my past and no one knew what a cold hearted bitch I was. The truth is all I want in life is someone who loves me, someone who loves me so deeply it consumes them. But I'll never have that.

After the sun had finally risen it was about 8 and I decided to have a shower and go out for breakfast. I hopped in the shower letting the boiling water burn my already warm skin, it stung but nothing I couldn't handle. Once I finished my 45 minute shower I walked over to my wardrobe I pulled out a black t-shirt and some white jeans. After I was dressed I decided to make myself the least bit presentable I grabbed my makeup bag and applied a light coat of makeup. I took my phone, wallet and keys off the bench and slipped on some sandals as I walked out the door.

I drove around the block to a little café I'd never been to before. It was cute and very small, I walked in and took at seat at the very back of the café. Not long after I sat down a boy about my age maybe a year older approached me. He was gorgeous, he had these ocean blue eyes, and this beautiful smile. "Excuse me miss can I take your order?" He asked me politely with a voice like velvet. "Um- uh I'll have a cappuccino and the avocado and poached eggs thanks" I said nervously. He flashed a smile "No worries it'll be ready in a little while," and then he walked away. Wow. He was the hottest guy I've ever seen. I need to get to know him. I need to.

I sat there scrolling through Instagram and Facebook for about 10 minutes before my food and coffee came out. The same guy from before brought it out I thanked him quietly and he smiled. I really enjoyed my morning I genuinely felt happy for the first time in a long time. He was really nice to me, but he's probably nice with everyone, and anyways he probably has a girlfriend. I mean who can be that gorgeous and not have a girlfriend.

I finished my breakfast and walked up to the counter to pay and once again he served me. I grabbed $20 out to pay but he told me it was on the house, I insisted to pay but he wouldn't accept the money. I thanked him politely and smiled. "You have a lovely smile" he whispered. I felt the heat rush to my cheeks as I smiled so much it physically hurt. "Thank you and you do too." I said softly as I walked out of the café. Then I realised I didn't even get his name...

- author's note -
Hey guys!!! So I'm giving the whole fanfic writing another shot. I'm not the greatest at it but oh well I'm bored so this is what I'll do with my spare time. Oh btw Jenna is played by Kendall Jenner but imagine Kendall as a blonde (sorry for being difficult). I'll probably only get to update once or twice a week because school has just started up again and I have work as well. I will promise you I'll try my best! Thank you to anyone who reads this be sure to vote and comment and give heaps of feedback so I can make this story realllll good. Ily!
- Jenna xoxo