I'm not gay

#2 truth

Hey back sorry that im not a good writer and i don't do long chapters also this chapter contains self harm so if are triggered I suggest you don't read this
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Phil's POV

I was at home sitting on my couch everyone thinks assumes I'm happy when really Im not i put on a whole new act so I can get friends to have people show I can depend on. My wrist burning I just  had just cut them.

I went into my bedroom grabbed one of my blades and cut the words selfish in my arm it was a deep cut blood oozing every were it felt it right but I knew it was wrong. I realize I need food great I have to go to the store I have no clothes except for a short sleeve shirt.

I put the shirt on and left I mean I technically am invisible no one will notice me at the store I see the new boy he's quite attractive if I liked boys I'd be in love his brown hair beautiful brown eyes. My train of thought got off guard by the new boy I'm pretty sure Hus name was Dan "sorry" The boy said he must've ran into me or something. "Oh i-its okay " I stuttered out.

DANS POV

I looked down at what I think the boys name Phil's arm words cut into it things like selfish, stubborn , fat , unlovable and the one that hurt me the most emo freak it burned in my mind thinking about it. He was going to think I am weird if I kept stating so i stopped