Since day one

Crumbs

I was sitting in my room, looking at the floor and trying to sort my head when Hanji came in.

''Hey, Hanji. What do you want?'' I said, putting back my gaze on the floor. Hanji sat in a chair beside my bed and leaned back.

''Just came in here checking on you. How ya' doin?'' she says, looking at me from the corner of her eyes.

''Just thinking about how I am going to find Xavier and what I am going to do to him if I do. You know, because of him, Mikasa has been getting nightmares for the past three days? I swear, once I get my hands on him, he is going to be wishing that, that Titan ate him instead.'' I said, getting mad all over again. Hanji looked at me then nodded.

''I have been wondering, when we catch Xavier and all, are you going to finally get with Mikasa?'' she asks, leaning over to sit her elbows on her knees. I look at her then back to the floor.

''So I see that you are still on that.'' I said. She shrugged and reached over to eat some crackers from a bowl I left on the table.

''I mean, you still love her right? And you really want to be with her, so why not tell her how you feel? You already told her about the pre-marriage thing. '' Hanji says, crumbs falling from her mouth.

''Okay, one, you are getting crumbs everywhere, and two, I just can't go up and proclaim my feelings to her. What if she doesn't even feel the same?'' I said, sounding a bit flustered. Hanji got up and set her hand on my shoulder, squeezing slightly.

''How do you know, if you never even tried?'' Hanji says, letting go of my shoulder and heading for the door, before stopping by my table. ''And by the way, I am taking these.'' she says, taking the bowl of crackers.

But...what she said is right, how do I know if I never even tried? I look down to see that Hanji had left some crumbs on the floor. Sighing I grab a broom and started sweeping the floor when Armin and Eren came in.

So I am sorry that these chapters are getting shorter than usual just bear with me please. I have a lot of school stuff and black friday stuff to do...so I am sorry. maybe the next one will be kinda long.