After the fight between me and my sister we were not allowed to be in the same building with each other...
So I spent the night with Aunt Angie and Uncle Ross as well as my cousins Josiah and Aaron.
Next thing I know I'm arguing with my cousin Josiah about where I'm gonna sleep. I told them all I would sleep on the couch. It was no problem. Josiah told me no that I would sleep in his bed and that was that. I went to Aunt Angie about the situation.
She told me to do what I wanted and the boys would have to accept it. I guess they did but Josiah took it out on me in video games. He KILLED me and we were in the same team. What the fuck dude, damn.
I finally got to sleep at around 10 that night... I didn't dream but I woke with a start (about midnight) and went to my cousin's room. He was still awake and say that I was upset...
He got up out of his bed and hugged me... I lost it... I broke down and started to cry... I guess his leg was tired so he picked me up and layed me down on his bed and he layed next to me.
He didn't say a word through this whole thing. He just hugged me and said it would all be okay...
I fell asleep crying but he told me that I continued to cry in my sleep...
When I woke up everything hit me at once... everything that had happened in the past week was a crying blur and i wanted to cry again but I couldn't cry anymore... instead I got a headache from the cry that couldn't happen...
I got out of the bed and went into the kitchen to make coffee and just stay at the kitchen table... I don't know how long i say there but next thing I know I'm getting dressed and walking down the street to Mamaw's. I promised I'd fix breakfast but no one was hungry...
I guess I wasn't either...
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A Dream Of A Teen Age Girl
Non-FictionAccidentally deleted it but here it is again... My story... my past... my secrets.