The Nestling Hunter

chapter 4

I woke up the next morning thinking that there had to be a way for me to escape, but I saw yesterday that neither Cas or Sam were letting me out of their sight. Both men knew I would try to escape them so I could get back to hunting down supernatural beings. Unfortunately, I had this gut feeling that I would never see my hunting days again.

Another thing running through my mind was, why did these two men choose me when there was a lot of other people that would be more worthy than me that could be their baby and love this type of treatment? Not me, I don't deserve to be loved. Or at least, that's what my dad always told me.

Right then Cas came in and gave me this look that made me think he was able to read my mind. Then he said, “Oh baby, you do deserve this treatment and you are worthy of it too. I know you are scared of what we are making you, but I also know that you want to know why we chose you so I will tell you. You see, Dean Robert Winchester, I am an Angel. Twenty-eight years ago an Angel was assigned to a baby boy who everyone in heaven knew was going to do great things for this world, but the guardian Angel that was assigned to him was jealous of the baby boy and decided to not to pay attention to the boy's suffering. The Angel did this for sixteen years until our Lord found out that the boy was raped by his own father and his guardian Angel didn't help him. The angel's name is Apolo? and our Lord has banished him from heaven for not protecting the boy.”

Castiel paused, watching my face for my reaction before continuing. “Then our Lord assigned another Angel to the boy. That Angel was me. When I found out how bad the boy's life was I talked to my Lord and He told me to stay on earth with my husband, and to raise you as mine and Sam's baby. We couldn't find you, but we found out you are a Supernatural hunter and we knew a woman whose name is Missouri. She watches out for the supernatural hunters and we found out you were now twenty-eight and about how your mother died in a house fire and your father wanted you to be the best hunter out there. We also learned you would help out a stranger no matter what. We knew you would come to Missouri and that's how we set our trap to catch you. Your Dada and I couldn't love you more, so never think you are not worthy of our love because we wouldn't have it any other way.”

Having dumped all that information on me, he smiled. “Now let's get you dressed and down to have your breakfast.” Cas picked me up and carried me to my torture device (the changing table). I didn't like the changing table at all. I hoped I didn't use my diaper, but to my embarrassment I had. Even more embarrassing, I got praised for using the diaper when if I had done that with John I would have got hit and told to grow up. Before I knew it, Cas had me in a new diaper and dressed in a puppy onesie that has a hood on it. Attached to the side of the hood was some dog ears and there was a tail attached to my behind.

I got carried down stairs in Cas' arms, then he carried me to the kitchen and sat me in the baby bouncer. Once again I had to watch as both men ate their breakfast, and once again I was mad that they wanted me so young that I couldn't eat adult food. After they ate Sam picked me up and carried me to the couch and took my pacifier gag out to put the nipple of the baby bottle to my mouth. I knew there was no fighting these men about the bottle feeding so I decided to just drink my milk and behave.

After I finished my bottle I got burped, then Sam set me in a baby swing that was big enough to fit me. Sam put my pacifier gag back in my mouth and started the swing up. He also started a vibrator up that was in my swing and it made me relax. I fell asleep at some point, because Sam was sitting on the couch looking at me and cooing at me like I was a real baby. When Sam saw that I was awake he smiled and said, “If that's what vibrators do to you then I need to add more of them to your stuff so you can relax and enjoy being the baby you were always meant to be.”

For the rest of the day I got to sit in my swing with the vibrator going and I just sat there like a docile little cat. I just knew I would be lost to my new world soon, where I wouldn't even think of escaping. Little did I know, they would soon mess up and I would get my chance to escape. That night after my bath, which I fought to not have but lost the battle, Cas laid me down in my crib and didn't even tie me down. I learned soon why that was, it was because they had installed some vibrators in my crib. The moment they laid me in the crib they started the vibrators and I relaxed struggling not to just fall straight asleep.

Cas did put the crib's lid down over me and put a lock on it, so if I did get the idea to escape I couldn't. He was probably sure I was too blissed out to notice I wasn't tied down. Cas left my nursery to go to his bed were he slept with his husband and I heard his distance-muted voice say, “Well Sam, the baby is in his bed asleep and blissed out of his mind. I think tomorrow we can leave him untied and just have his vibrators going the whole day to keep him relaxed and happy.” 
The rumble of Sam's voice replied, “I think that's a good idea. We can leave Dean unstrapped as the vibrators are helping him relax and fall into his headspace.” Their voices grew quieter and I assumed they kissed and fell asleep. Contemplating what they had said and how I could use it to my advantage, I couldn't help but succumb to sleep as well.

Dean's baby bouncer at the top